Posted by Dragontink on May 28, 2007 3:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
are you really gone? I just finished my first year of college and have free time to write everyone back. I miss you. =( XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by SashaHavok on Apr 20, 2007 5:28 PM (GMT-04:00)
oh thanks.. i cut it tho...my hair.. :X
Posted by SaraPuget on Apr 17, 2007 5:37 AM (GMT-04:00)
YOU CAN"T LEAVE YOU CAN"T OMG!! I'm crying PLEASE DON"T LEAVE!! omg... this isn't happening!! I thought something terrible happened to you! omg PLEASE STAY I NEED YOU YOU"RE MY TWIN!!!
Posted by pixieXdust on Apr 11, 2007 12:12 AM (GMT-04:00)
what?! no! come back!
Posted by Dragontink on Apr 8, 2007 6:27 AM (GMT-04:00)
yeah I know what u mean....I dont have the time either, if you ever get a myspace find me www.myspace.com/dragontink7. I might leave also. Ill miss you it has been a pleasure as well love ya bye. XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by Gerard_666 on Apr 7, 2007 5:57 AM (GMT-04:00)
HEY YOU SIGNED MY ACCOUNT A LONG TIME AGO AND I AM JSUT GOING AROUND SAYING HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE SO GET A LOT OF CHOCOLATE AND BE HAPPIE ttyl Xox gerard xoX <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Mar 12, 2007 7:04 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hey Briet!!!!! Where are you!! I miss you! I haven't had hardly anyone to talk to!!! I haven't talked to you since before you competition!!! Please come back soon! Much love much respect! <3
Posted by Dragontink on Mar 10, 2007 6:03 AM (GMT-04:00)
I have been away studying for midterms for about a month!!! I, like always, was wondering how u were doing? I'm not sure if your back yet from your competition but if you r holla back!!! lol did u see the cheers I left u? I hope u saw them before you left. Oh man I miss u my friend!!!! You got to tell me all about YOU!!!! Im very pleased that my comments make you smile, it warms my heart that I can make other people's days brigther, but hey Im not the only one!!!! You my good lady are one who brightens my night when I read your comments you give my heart an extra beat just love it. well cb tc and stay safe hope your having fun!! XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by SaraPuget on Mar 3, 2007 6:18 PM (GMT-04:00)
I haven't heard from you in FOREVER!!! Where are you!! lol How did your compettion go? sorry i htink i have asked that amillion times! but I've missed talking to you soo much! well tomorrow I leave for mexico early tomorrow for a week and a half so i wont be on for a while! can't wait to hear from you! much love! much respect!! <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Mar 1, 2007 10:05 PM (GMT-04:00)
are you back yet? i wished you good luck!...you forgot about me didn't you. *tear*well you know what...all the sheep in the world hate you!
Posted by redrose on Feb 27, 2007 3:56 AM (GMT-04:00)
how'd the tournament go? sup and all that jazz?.........nm here just hockey, homework and not being allowed on the comp all week!!! lol, oh well, ttfn
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 22, 2007 12:47 AM (GMT-04:00)
how did your competition go!?!?!?! I've been out with the flu and have been vomiting non stop for about 24hrs now.. i think i'm done now.. i hope so i feel like i'm dying. I haven't been this sick since I lived in Colorado.. that was six years ago.. Well on top of that my aunt helen just died.. the funeral was depressing but i started writing a fan fiction story, it makes me happy. It makes me feel like I really do know AFI, its great. if you have any desire whatsoever to read it or if you are so bored out of your mind and the only other alternative is jabbing your eyes out with a fork you might want to check it out at arapturousvoice.blogspot.com Well i think i have to go back to school tomorrow regardless of my feeling of deathly sickness, i have make up work piling up above my head! its awful!! I can't focus at all! I passed out at school and my teacher half carried, half draged me to the nurse. I found a new love for garbage cans, i've become very well aquainted with mine.. woah sorry I sound like a crazy person.. i'm just ranting, i'll stop now, so how have you been!? can't wait for your reply! I've missed you! much love much respect!! always!! <3
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Feb 20, 2007 7:00 PM (GMT-04:00)
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE WROTE EACHOTHER. HOW ARE YOU? WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by Gerard_666 on Feb 19, 2007 4:06 PM (GMT-04:00)
hey how hav u bin ? srry i havent cb lately I cant go on this at school or my teacher will kill me hehe . anyways how r u ? cb Xox Gerard xoX
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 18, 2007 10:13 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hey!! Haven't talked to you in awhile!!
Posted by Emerencia on Feb 16, 2007 6:07 PM (GMT-04:00)
Good luck! Good luck! Good luck! :) What kind of tournament is it? I hope you will win.:) Oh, never mind that you couldn't reply earlier.:) I was busy too so I couldn't have commented back earlier. So I couldn't be on msn but I didn't forget about sending the songs for you. I will send them.:)May I ask a favour? Would you be so kind as to join the demand for AFI in Budapest? Because if lots of people join then AFI may come to Hungary. So please help! Please visit: http://eventful.com/demand/D0-001-000108609-7 and click on " Demand it". Thanks.:) It would mean a lot for me if you joined.:) Anyway, how are you? Love ya. P.S.: Good luck!!! :) lol
Posted by Dragontink on Feb 15, 2007 5:20 AM (GMT-04:00)
This cheer is for the other team k "Hey..... why you so blue..... is it because your # 2.. and Bríet's team is # 1!!!!!...." and this one is for you "Hip Hip Hurray for Miss Bríet, hip hip hurray for miss team...she can run and kick and throw just give her the ball and just look at her go hip hip hurray for miss Bríet she's gonna beat them tonight!! so give a great big cheer for the hero of the year miss Bríet of Iceland country....B!! R!!! I!!! E!!!! T!!! Bríet!" lol I hope that well strengthen ur spirits. GOOD LUCK love ya hope u kick some but and Happy Valentine's Day!!! Love ya!!! XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by 37mm_92 on Feb 15, 2007 3:42 AM (GMT-04:00)
No, not much going on. What kind of tournament are you competeing in? Well, whatever it is, then good luck! :) lol
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 15, 2007 1:00 AM (GMT-04:00)
GOOD LUCK!! i am sure you will do amazing! i mean you love AFI! that is gonna let you win. have you shed off that extra weight you gained from when you had Javey? if not that would really slow you down!
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 15, 2007 12:40 AM (GMT-04:00)
Of course I will wish you good luck!! In fact I'll do better I will wish you the best of luck!! I really hope it goes well! OMG when you told me about Love like winter I got the biggest goosebumps. I love snow, I wish it would snow here. but this is texas at the bottom of the country where it never snows. I'm really sorry I can't find words to explain how i feel right now but I'm sure you already know since we basically have the same emotions. I'm shaking uncontrollably and I can't stand the sight of myself, I hate myself, I would ginve anything for someone to love me (preferably jade) but anyone, ANYONE would suffice at this point. I've always been alone, never had anyone to have that relationship with that isn't like anyother, but i wouldnt know. I guess I have to face the fact that i'll always be alone.. i guess i'm beggining to accept it. Good think i love cats so i can be one of those lonely cat women or something. It really has be so hard! Not having you to talk to! I think currently you are the only one i feel comfortable sharing my feelings with, well here I go again with my selfishness, sorry god i hate myself! well i thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting up with me and I really hope your friend gets better!! I know how taht feels, my friend that I told you about the one with the heart condition, she is back out of school for more tests, and what kills me is I know there is nothing i can physically do to help her, all I can do is pray. Its in God's hands now I just hope he lets her live to die old and grey. But anyway BEST OF LUCK THIS WEEKEND!! Much love much respect!! <3
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 15, 2007 12:32 AM (GMT-04:00)
Lol meniether=[[[....lol.No problem itss all goood hahaha i wish the best of luck whats the tournemet.?HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!Vivi.<33
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 14, 2007 11:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
You aren't mad at me are you?! I've left you some comments! I haven't talked to you in foever!! I have missed you deeply!! I miss talking to people (especially you) who understand me and what I am going through. Today I got home and broke down... couldn't feel anything but pain, nothing but grief, i want out! I need out! I hate having to live up to the highest expectation of the world by my parents, I hate not having one to love me or me having someone to love, I hate how the people i feel most compfortable talking to are millions of miles away, I hate how me an my family doesn't get along, I hate how I never know what to say, and i basically hate myself. I hate this holiday that reminds you how alone you are, i have no one to talk to anymore because all of my friends have their bfs and gfs and i'm all alone. I hate the way i look and i just want to go in my closet and never come out, actally i think that is what I am going to do... <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 12, 2007 10:21 PM (GMT-04:00)
my comment is on another page!! i sent you a comment but you can't see it! *tear*
Posted by Dragontink on Feb 12, 2007 3:06 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thank you soo much for wishing me a happy birthday that was kind of you. *tears up* And no never worry that Im upset at u you could never do anything to make me mad at you ur too cute!!! lol Its just college and work make me extrememly busy but yeah thanks again for the bday comment. LOVE YOU!!!!! tc XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by Dragontink on Feb 11, 2007 11:42 PM (GMT-04:00)
How many days do I have left to make up my cheer for you?!!!! Im sorry Im in such a panic state right now cuz Ive been busy with college and work. I havent abandoned you. So how have u been? R u ready to compet? Sorry for the late response just let me know how many days you have left utill u do go to competition k? Love ya and hope life is treating you well. tc have a blast and highest spirits for the next day to come. XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by Gerard_666 on Feb 10, 2007 4:39 PM (GMT-04:00)
Yeah i like my pic too :) but yours is awesome too :p Jade and Davey are my fav guys in the band but then again they are everyones fav guys in afi . dont get me wrong hunter and adam are cool too . . its just . . .davey and jade :) :) Lol I am just going to shut up now so ttyl xox Gerard xox peace out <3 cb
Posted by redrose on Feb 10, 2007 6:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
haha long time no comment, sorry didn't get a chance this week, ummm i totally scared the crap outta this one girl at hockey tonight, her face was priceless, also tons of homework, and listening to AFI (of course), how bout u?
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 10, 2007 3:43 AM (GMT-04:00)
hahahahah lol no well yea on my computer if thta counts lol yea it is good to be happy.c:Do you have a velntine.?Vivi.<33
Posted by 37mm_92 on Feb 8, 2007 11:55 PM (GMT-04:00)
Yeah, I love that song too even though it's also not my favroite lol but yeah, it's one of my favorites! :P I love Endlessly, She Said too it's so beautiful!!!!! Davey and Jade write the the most amazing lyrics. :)
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 8, 2007 11:17 PM (GMT-04:00)
well, i usually enjoy going to the dentist. but only when they clean my teeth and make them squeaky clean! i love that word:squeaky. its spectacular! what else are you afraid of? what are your biggest fears? and Javey does sound like he is growing fast! already singing is he?! incredible! well, unless he is singing that darn AFI. what is with them?! i saw a sheep today! (well, not really, but play along). yes, i met a sheep named Sheap. what a great character he was. he got lost going to school. Kelly had a little sheep whose fleece was white as snow. everywhere Kelly went, the sheep was sure to go. it followed Kelly to school one day, which was against the rules. It made the children laugh and play to see a sheep at school. and then the teachers say the sheep and cut it to little pieces. and it died. ~The End~
Posted by Emerencia on Feb 8, 2007 6:13 PM (GMT-04:00)
wow! greenblue? Then your hair must be cool.:)I'm curious about it, so I will ask you on msn to show me a pic of your hair.:) Well, nothing interesting with me.:) I'm just trying to recover from my illness. I have a cold. Love ya.
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 8, 2007 3:19 AM (GMT-04:00)
Anytime!! I'm ok.. I just broke my retainer and my parents are really mad at me.. so all the money I was saving to go to an AFI concert one day I have to use to buy a new retainer.. :( but other than that the ususal.. I really wish I had people at school or at least somewhere here i could talk to in person (especially you cuz you are like my twin! and totally get me, better than anyone else does) about AFI, its hard keeping it bottled up inside and you can't express feeling as much over the computer :( but hey this is SO much better than nothing.. before I was able to talk to people on here I hated life WAY more than I do now.. well yeah lol. I can't tell you enough how much I appreciate you being there for me! It really means alot! I just really wish you could be here!! lol well sorry this message is short ack!! I HATE being busy all the time!! I have so much! I am sick and tired of being sick and tired!! lol I want to escape somewhere where I can be free of pain and worry.. somewhere peaceful with AFI and all the peole who care about me (which isn't very many ppl but that is how i like it i guess, i've grown accustomed to it) but just away.. you know? I need out!! I have been saying that alot lately, sorry i'm getting repetitive its just a constant feeling I have and i don't like it! gah sorry.. I will be more equipped for a better conversation when this week is OVER! friday here i come!!! Much love! Much respect! Always!! <3
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 8, 2007 3:01 AM (GMT-04:00)
Hahahahaha im like suppperrr happy right now i can't stop smiling i saw davey Lol that just brightended mah Day.YOu.?Vivi.<33
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 6, 2007 1:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
Well.. nothing much going on around here.. pretty boring actually.. school sucks.. hmm.. haha yup life's pretty boring right about now.. well you looked Drop Dead G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S! Haha like the awesome band!! lol! I LOVE your hair!! My hair is gay and boring.. I wish i could do cool stuff to it! But i go to a freaking retarded school and well yeah.. you look amazing! I don't think i'll ever get to dress up for anything.. exept a wedding i'm singing in but they have the outfit for me so I don't get to pick it out or do my hair any specific way cuz its already all planned.. well yeah so that is basically it going on down here in Texas.. still no reply back from teh letter i sent AFI.. but I guess I never really expected one.. well HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!! lol he is 32 today!! yay for adam!! Much Love! Much Respect! Always!! <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 6, 2007 12:47 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol. no, no lost sheep today. kind of dissapointing. shep is doing good. he hasen't gotten lost for a while now. hows the baby? he must be doing so good now. did you take him to an AFI concert yet? i know, you'll probably hate it, but sacrifices are to be done. i mean, its your fault you are a mom at 15! hello, its called protection! you slut. haha, jk! well, i am doing pretty good righnow. kind of bored. actually really bored. i had to go to the dentist today and they put that celince stuff and it tastes soooo bad! icky! so, how was your day?
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 6, 2007 12:10 AM (GMT-04:00)
I'm extremely bored right now, and school sucked as usual. I can't stand it. I hope this week goes by really fast!!!! How about you?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Feb 5, 2007 3:59 PM (GMT-04:00)
hello how r u? im ok if ur asking, im just really tired and i wanna sleep. but i gotta stay awake cause im talkin to sage on yahoo and ive already fallen asleep 2wice. lol she just posted this hella funny pic of herself its so cute i love her to death. only 17 days untill she's here!!! ive been going crazy latly idk what my deal is i think its the mexican food *drool*
Posted by Emerencia on Feb 5, 2007 3:38 PM (GMT-04:00)
Thanks for everything again. :) Anyways, I'm very very happy now because there will be an AFI WISHLIST on Mtv International on 5th March.:) I have waited for it for ages. :) And I will buy a magazine because there is an interview with Davey in it. And it is a very cute interview.:) The title of it is: Davey, the king of the musicals. :) Anyways, what's up with you? Love ya.
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 5, 2007 12:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
heheheheheh lol yea it does.Vivi.<33
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 4, 2007 10:45 PM (GMT-04:00)
That sucks, but I feel you're pain. I had to work today plus tomorrow, wednesday, Friday!!!! I'm not relly doing much. My family is preparing for the Super Bowl. So, anything new with you?
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 4, 2007 10:31 PM (GMT-04:00)
UGh!!!!youre right we do have school lol.C: Ewwies im really bored right now.C:.Vivi.<33
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 4, 2007 10:18 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hehehehehehe just talking on here and myspace,so how is your life treating you.?Vivi.<33
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 4, 2007 8:49 PM (GMT-04:00)
you know me all too well, and i don't even know what you look like. thats kind of funny. hehe. do you know how to post videos on youtube? ok, story time: Once apon a time there was a girl named Kelly. Kelly's friend Joy invited her to a movie night. At the movie night were Kelly's other fiends Elizabeth and Dominick. Well, Kelly and her friends were bored so Dominick got on the tredmill. He started to go really fast and started to loose control. This reminded Kelly of that Jackass episode where they were on the tredmil and do ing all this crazy stuff, so Kelly kind of re enacted it without getting on the tredmill and hurting herself. when Dominick finished we realized Elizabeth took a video of this using her carmera. thisis what she sees on the video: Dominick starting the tredmill, kelly re inacted what was on the jackass episode amd making a complete fool out of herself. Joy laughing at Kelly and Dominick losing contorl. ~The End~. i guess it was one of those "you had to be there" things. so, whats up?
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 4, 2007 8:21 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hahahahah thanks so whats up.?Vivi.<33
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 4, 2007 6:27 PM (GMT-04:00)
Not much is going on here. I'm just listening to AFI of course. I'm really not looking forward to another week of school, but at least we got this little break. So, what's up with you?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Feb 4, 2007 5:34 AM (GMT-04:00)
Right now I'm watching law and order SVU this show rocks, I love it so much!!!!! Lol and its an episode I havnt seen yet. But I make time for all my afi buddies, I'm waiting for my rents 2 fall asleep so I can go in the computer room and print out some pics of sage. Aggghhhh my foot fell asleep. Now its all tingly....awww I was txting sage and she stoped I think she feel asleep. She works so hard, I told her I don't like how many hours. Only 18 days untill she's here!
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 4, 2007 2:35 AM (GMT-04:00)
Woah your hair sounds AMAZING! especially cuz its like Davey's!! I have the poster of the first pic of that link you sent me, well of all the band members lol but that is the one with Davey with the yellow background.. i love it! Ah you are soo sweet!! I'm ok.. just so glad its the weekend tho its already half over :( well i just printed out all these AFI pics that I am going to put in my locker! I'm excited so they can always be with me! haha well this weekend all i did was watch I Heard A Voice like a million times.. I could never tire of it.. <33 I'm really glad you had fun at your dance/party thing! That makes me happy!! I know school has been rough for you because of all the people who mess with you about AFI so its nice to hear you had a good time! Well school for me is basically as bad as it get so the only way it can go from here is up right! :/ I hope so! So how is the rest of your weekend going? I just can't wait for spring break!! 1 more month!! I hope I can make it!! Much Love!! Much respect always!! <33
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 4, 2007 2:26 AM (GMT-04:00)
Just stay home and stuff lol.C:Vivi.<333
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 4, 2007 1:34 AM (GMT-04:00)
Well I hope your hand gerts better!!lol. I can't STAND My Love, that is way to overplayed and one of the worst songs ever!!!
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 4, 2007 12:32 AM (GMT-04:00)
Awesome hope you have fun,where ever your going!!!!!Vivi.<33
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 4, 2007 12:20 AM (GMT-04:00)
Ok you are like the nicest person in the world! Your message made me cry.. in a good way like a happy cry not a sad one.. No one has ever been that nice to me before! You are such a gift.. you are one of the special people on this earth God made you extra special.. it is rare to find someone with that much love in their heart.. I hope your right.. but the way things are going i don't know.. not very many peopple like me.. but yeah you are like my long lost twin!! <3!! So i guess if you Briet (I hope I spelled that right I don't know how to do the little accent things on the computer :D) are able to find TWO amazing guys that like you I have a hope.. I broke down when you quoted Morningstar.. waoh you are so sweet! I wish more people were like you! Thank you so much! You made me feel SO much better! I'm so happy that your night was amazing! I bet you looked absolutly stunning! You are a beauiful person and I can tell just by your actions because I know someone who is that beautiful on the inside must be one of the most beatutiful people alive!! Much Love!! MUch Respect!! <3 Always!!
Posted by Dragontink on Feb 3, 2007 6:57 AM (GMT-04:00)
you must be extremely excited that u will be competing in like a couple of weeks. I really need to go buy some horns for my cheering for your team and all I even have my old drill team outfits and routines ill do for ya. lol j/k Im not nuts I play around so much but I will cheer for ya no doubt. Well in junior high I ran track I was the top female runner but I just never did it in high school cuz I wouldve had to give up my drill team for it (stupid me I should've done it I couldve gotten scholarships) anyways my favorite sport is basketball Im great at shooting hoops but not dribbling ha ha. =) I dont do much sports anymore cuz of college and I cant seem to find time but I would play basketball for times I have free time u know. I love to listen to music, shoping at hot topic or forever 21, I love to play dance dance revolution, I love to draw, I do some poetry when Im in a mood that needs cheering up, going on here and talk with u guys, going to concerts, theres so much more to me, my favorite colors are black and blue, my favorite food is pasta and I also try to play my guitar when I can. there u go theres so much more about me but have any questions about me feel freee to ask? So tell me more about urself besides the two malls in ur capital lol. I hope ur doing well and sports rock!!! we have a super bowl for football this weekend on sunday Im unsure if u are aware of american sports news. So how r u doing my lady? good I always hope. I like u like how I love white chocolate and how I like starbucks green tea. tc hf (have fun) and kor'n (keep on rockin) XMuchOLoveX *=)*
Posted by pixieXdust on Feb 3, 2007 4:16 AM (GMT-04:00)
i love your new picture! today, i was talking to my friend and we didn't have anything to talk about, so i remembered what you said about the thing about the sheep and i started to talk about it! i was talking abou this sheep named Shep and he got lost on his way to school and ran into someone namee Shoop. so then Shep and Shoop skipped to school ~The End~
Posted by redrose on Feb 2, 2007 6:35 PM (GMT-04:00)
sorry it's been a long time, how's things with u?...i'm good, art and creative writing rule (yay for new semester)
Posted by Emerencia on Feb 2, 2007 3:31 PM (GMT-04:00)
Thanks for that you offered me your help.:) I didn't know that the chords are only for acoustic guitar. Leaving song? It's another great song.:) I envy you because you can play such awesome songs.:) But I will also try to learn one of these songs, but unfortunately I rarely have time to play guitar.:( I'm really glad that I can use your icon.:) Miss_murderer619 wrote that the picture is beyond perfect! :) So thank you again for sending me it.:) Yes, I referred to that I saw it on your display on msn.LOL I didn't saw it on google.:) Love ya.
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Feb 2, 2007 5:38 AM (GMT-04:00)
Nothin really new here, just freezin my butt off, I'm so tired right now, all I wanna do is talk 2 sage right now. I had 2 tell this girl that I use 2 love that I'm not inlove with her anymore, I feel so bad. Cause I use beg this girl 2 b with me and now she wants 2 b with me, but I'm with sage, and sage is my world, I will never leave sage. I pretty much just made myself proud. I'll talk 2 sage in the morning and make it all better. I can't wait 2 c my baby in 22days. But man my head hurts :p
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 2, 2007 3:00 AM (GMT-04:00)
Things here are just same old same old. Yeah, I'm like you because they can make fun of me all they want, but when it comes to AFI, I get sooooo defensive!!! This weekend I think I'm going to the movies, and I have to go to my friend's house to work on history fair!!UGHHH!! My best friend is going to a Justin Timberlake concert with my other best friend. I hate JT so much, no offense if you like him, but I think he sounds like a frekin girl. So, school still sucks, but I'm starting to ignore it more. Well, hope you're doing good? So are you doing anything over the weekend?!
Posted by SaraPuget on Feb 2, 2007 2:15 AM (GMT-04:00)
OK first of all I LOVE your new pic! Jade is soo hott!! Your ball/dance/party sounds awesome!! I wish i could do something like that its sounds so much fun!! And about the guy thing.. sorry that really sucks.. I've only ever liked one guy in my life and he pretended to like me to win a bet with his friends and basically ripped my heart out but yeah so I havn't liked anyone since.. except Jade of course, I am in love with jade.. the love I have for him is stronger than I could have for any other guy ever! Lol i know that is creepy but it's true.. No guy has ever like me.. but whatever I don't want a guy.. I want Jade (like that's ever gunna happen) but at least I have hope.. lol I know i'm pathetic. I wish more than anything I could meet them.. that is the only thing i'm living for right now.. meet the amazing people taht saved my life. I want to so bad it physically hurts.. well yeah. When hell at school dies down (as in tomorrow since it will be the last day of the week) we can talk about afi!! :D I love them! I can't wait to here all about your awesome night!! I will have to live vicariously through you cuz i got nothing.. well gah i really need to work on my GPA, I have like a 3.3 ah i suck! I need to get at the least a 3.6 or i won't be allowed to go to the semi-existant AFI concert.. well yeah.. I just want out at this point... I NEED OUT i don't want to deal with this anymore.. I hate the feeling of not being loved by anyone.. I guess i need to accept the fact that Iwill end up alone, I guess I could deal with that.. I could become accostumed to solitude "To this nature so unnatural, I REMAIN ALONE!" I can't wait much longer to meet AFI that is all i want that is it i would give everything else up in a heartbeat.. I can't take it much longer tho! "While I waited, I was wasting away" well much love much respect!! If your still reading this.. Sorry for unloading all my crap on you.. i suck well luv you!! <3 reply soon!! <3
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Feb 2, 2007 12:29 AM (GMT-04:00)
Who dosent lol i am i lovelovelovelovelovelovelove them Ass well as everyone duh lol.So what are you up to.?Vivi.<33
Posted by HalfPast12 on Feb 1, 2007 10:55 PM (GMT-04:00)
Great, so now I'll be the only one on here who's not in the DF. I feel so left out!!! lol Just Kidding. So, how are things going? I've been so bored here with school and stupid idiots calling me emo.
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Feb 1, 2007 5:05 PM (GMT-04:00)
they are a good band and my friend is annoying the frig outta me 'cause she keeps humming "lithium" which is a good song but it gets stuck in your head!
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 31, 2007 7:43 PM (GMT-04:00)
wow, the pic, you have now, is very familiar to me. Haven't I already seen it somewhere? LOL And yes, that part of Silver and cold is very fast, so it's /still :)/ very difficult for me. well, I don't know yet how to play that chords (c,g,d,em) because my sister hasn't learnt it yet. So I try to learn this song with the help of a tab. Or if it doesn't work, I will ask you on msn to help me with how to play those chords. :):):) Love ya. P.S.: I think you are very good at writing in English.:)Seriously.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 31, 2007 3:25 AM (GMT-04:00)
Sorry it's been so long! School has really been kicking my ass!! AH!! its a killer! My parents said if i don't get a 4.0 I'm not allowed to go to any concerts for a year! and I NEED to see AFI play it has been my one goal for the past year!! I said that is impossible and they were like well too bad but finally they said 3.8.. so hopefully i can get it.. i got a 3.5 last semester cuz i got a B in latin :/ Its soo hard to concetrate on school! all i can think about is the reply afi may or may not send me back in response to the letter i sent them.. I will seriously be depressed if i never get a chance to meet them! ahh well school sucks both socially and mentally or whatever work wise.. people still hate me for loving AFI, i get screwed with everyday.. and seriously I"M SICK OF IT!! ah i had voice lessos for like 2 hrs after school cuz i'm singing in a wedding and the whole time i was likee.. wy am i singing this? I want to listen to afi!! and then i got really moody and i had a bad attitude for the rest of the day and I don't know why..! life really isn't cool right now.. I wish i could just go on tour with afi so i couls be with them every minute of everyday.. i think only there i could feel safe.. stupid i know but its just how i feel.. right now AFI is all I want.. ah! My head is just so screwed up! things i used to know are just confusing and lost.. i don't know what i'm doing anymore! I need to get OUT! i need to find a way OUT! it doesn't help that i'm OCD either.. Everything is just so much more annoying! I am so close to the boiling point right now.. any moment i'm just going to break down.. talking to you on here has kept it at a considerablly even level just right below the surface.. but i wish i could talk to you in person.. it would just seem better that way.. ah but i guess over the computer is better than nothing.. I really don't like people anymore.. i used to be the kind of person that liked everyone but lately everyone is being an ass and i can't stand it! ahhh! I NEED OUT! well anyway.. sorry how are you!? It has been a long time since we last conversed!! Much love! much respect! <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 30, 2007 11:18 PM (GMT-04:00)
i could start talking about sheep that got lost on there way to school if i wanted to!
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 30, 2007 11:16 PM (GMT-04:00)
your comments make me seem like i am some kind of freak that watches old men run! and that movie totally connects with davey being MINE!!! cuz i went to go see with him! so ha. jk...but i wish i wasn't. and when did i start talking about sheep? i can't remember. and you should definatley see that movie. you have to promise me! pinky promise *sticks pinky out* and thank you for posting my 200th comment! you saved my life!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 30, 2007 8:44 PM (GMT-04:00)
O.K. NOW I HAVE JUST A LITTLE BIT OF TIME TO WRITE YOU.LOL. OH AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY TOO. I GO TO SCHOOL,GO TO WORK,TRY AND CATCH UP ON MY COMMENTS,AND GO TO SLEEP. IT SUCKS. I HATE MY JOB. OH AND YEAH I'M A FULL sXe GIRL. ALTHOUGH I CHOSE NOT TO BE EXACTLY LIKE DAVEY AND NOT BE A VEGAN. ALTHOUGH NOT BEING OR BEING A VEGAN IS JUST A CHOICE FOR A RULE. ALSO NOT DRINKING CAFFENE IS A CHOICE. ALTHOUGH(I'M NOT TRYING TO OFFEND YOU)YOU CAN'T HAVE CASUAL SEX TO BE sXe. I REALLY AM NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN BUT THAT IS ONE OF THE MAJOR RULES.PLEASE DON'T GET MAD AT ME FOR TELLING YOU THAT! OH AND I AM GOING TO JOIN THE DESPAIR FACTION!YAY! OH AND AFI IS GOING TO AMSTERDAM. ARE YOU ANYWHERE NEAR THERE? IF YOU ARE YOU SHOULD REALLY TRY TO GO TO THEIR CONCERT! WELL CB :) LOVE YA. PS. I WOULD WRITE MORE AND CATCH UP MORE,BUT I REALLY HAVE TO GO BEFORE I GET IN TROUBLE MY TEACHER! LOVE YA TONS!!!!!!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 30, 2007 6:24 PM (GMT-04:00)
WELL I WAS GOING TO WRITE YOU RIGHT NOW,BUT MY TEACHER IS TELLING ME TO GET OFF THE COMP. SO I'LL WRITE YOU LATER AFTER SCHOOL. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 30, 2007 2:39 PM (GMT-04:00)
I hate people like that. It's not going better here at all. It's gotten worse and now the whole school calls me emo. I've never cared what other people think, but now that it's about AFI, I can't ignore anyone. My friends keep telling me the only solution to my problem is to stop liking AFI, but I could never do that because they are the best band in the world. So, anyway I'm doing good right now because I got off of school today because the power went out at the school. My brother had to go though because he's in high school, hahahaha sucks for him. So, how are you?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 30, 2007 11:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
It is right now 3:01 in the morning. Doing my daily thing every morning I wake up @ 3 in the morning 2 talk 2 my gf b4 she goes 2 school. I'm ooberly tired but sage is worth is. So I hung up all 12 of my afi vynals up on my wall. I think it looks awsome, but anything afi looks awsome, I was surprised I found room for them saying for the fact every inch of my room is coverd in afi. Well sage is online g2g love u!!!!!!! ^^
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 30, 2007 5:08 AM (GMT-04:00)
hahahah lol me too i get scared sometimes but play AFI then fall asleep to them!! lol Vivi.<33
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 30, 2007 1:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
well i have been waiting outside with my precious Davey but no one seems to be appearing! and thanx for the compliments! you are such a nice person! and yes, i envy you, my face is turning green as we speak...as i type actually. guess what movie i saw!!! *you guess* no, you're wrong. i saw Blood & Chocolate. whoa, the and sign looks cool on here. but ya, it was such a great movie!! i loved it. i didn't think it was going to be that good but it was amazing! you should see it. my favorite character died! that always happens. he was hot! well, kind of. sometimes he was hot and sometimes he was ok. you know what i mean? but ya, you should definalty see it!
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 29, 2007 6:49 PM (GMT-04:00)
i got a phone call from that kid who calls me emo, and I yelled at him for like 15 minutes telling him how great AFI is!! Then he called me emo and hung up. So there's 15 minutes of my life I'll never get back, but atleast I was talking about the best band ever!!
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 29, 2007 6:46 PM (GMT-04:00)
What's up?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 29, 2007 5:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
Sorry took me so long 2 reply I just got home from the hospital. I'm still hurting but I should b ok soon. I'm craving mexican food though. When I was on the drugs @ the hospital I was signing to the nurses lol I'm a wierdo and my parents said I was praying over the nurses. I'm a wierdo when I'm doped up on pain killers
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 29, 2007 5:18 PM (GMT-04:00)
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 29, 2007 5:16 PM (GMT-04:00)
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 29, 2007 4:59 PM (GMT-04:00)
i'm not the one whos going to see AFI in 8 days or at all in the foreseeable futre.:( but i am going to see Evanescence! woot! even though their producers stole LLW they are still a good band! anything new?
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 29, 2007 12:47 AM (GMT-04:00)
YOU HAVEN'T WRITTEN ME IN A WHILE. ARE YOU MAD AT ME? WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 28, 2007 8:10 PM (GMT-04:00)
Thank you very much. :) You are very very very kind. :) Oh, and I think that icons must be great because the one, you have now, is also great. :) well, playing guitar for me is difficult but I will try to learn Silver and cold somehow.:) lol Or can you recommend me other AFI song which must be easier to play? :) Love ya.
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 28, 2007 6:10 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol yea haging with r=freinds only,Lol Nothing new really boring im at my freinds house so yea.C:you.?Vivi.<33
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 28, 2007 4:16 PM (GMT-04:00)
yea if i get in, i know i'll probably dork out and just b in complete shock, if i do get in tho, i want them all 2 sign my sketchbook tho, that wood b awesome!
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 28, 2007 5:42 AM (GMT-04:00)
Ah sorry, it's been awhile! I think all my teachers woke up each morning this week and was like: hmm i think i will make my student's life a living hell.. so i have been suffering their wrath for the past week. I have 2 papers to write this weekend :x. Ah but i finally got my DF package yesterday!! Its amazing! But when my parents saw the box (it had the DF skull with the roses in the heart and wings) they were like you can't have this! and i was like noo!! but then i finally got them to give it to me since i paid for it but they were like, you have to cut down on AFI. and i was like NO WAY!! so then i got my ipod taken away.. but lucky for me i still have a cd player so i have been able to listen to it on there.. THey cannot take away AFI!! ah well school has seriously been like hell, still being screwed with for liking AFI, i think my blood pressure has risen a considerable amount in the past week.. lol well I sent my letter to AFI on thursday.. I really really hope they get it!! If they don't come to Texas I don't know what i will do!! 3 pages is convincing right? I hope they don't get bored and stop reading it.. I'm saving up for concert tix that i may or may not get to purchase depending on whether or not they come to texas.. ah sorry i have to finish this later.. i'm not supposed to be on the computer, i'll expalin later... sorry much love much respect!! always!! <3
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 28, 2007 4:22 AM (GMT-04:00)
yea only 7 dayz, and i just found out that there is going 2 b a meet and greet...so im hoping that i get picked, if i do i will totally email u picz!
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 27, 2007 10:09 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol work yea i heard it can be tiering,Lawls but school,IS SUPER BORING!!!!!!lol.Im just listening to music and msn .C:
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 27, 2007 8:29 PM (GMT-04:00)
Oh, it would be great if you could send me some. :) Thanks! You're so cute! :) So is your msn address the same as your e-mail address? well, which one would I choose? The Leaving Song or On The Arrow? Well, I can't answer this question of yours because unfortunately I don't know On The Arrow. What a shame! *blushing* But there is only one bonus track on that Decemberunderground which is available in Hungary. :( And it is Rabbit Are Roadkill On Rt. 37. I wish I could learn how to play Silver And Cold on guitar. My sister started playing electric guitar 4 months ago. So sometimes I also try to learn the things that she has already learnt.:) Love ya.
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 27, 2007 7:15 PM (GMT-04:00)
yea i waz ecstatic wen i heard that they were performing only 2o minutes away from where i live! only 7 more dayz!!!!!
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 27, 2007 6:28 PM (GMT-04:00)
they totally copied LLW!! i was so mad! i'm going to see them 4/5/07! they're coming to Glens Falls! this is getting weird! all my favorite bands are coming right near me!hmmm........lol
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 27, 2007 5:49 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thats great that u and ur friends do sports. At least u get exercise. well for me and my friends if we get presale tickets to concerts then we try going to those. And since I am in southern california Im close to amusement parks like six flags, disneyland, knotts berry farm,universal studios hollywood, stuff like that. And yeah we have malls and stuff like that so we have plenty to do its just America is such a lazy country we dont exercise for fun like you do. lol So how have been doing? Have you done any competitions yet? Let me know so I can root for my number one team in Iceland! (my #1 team is yours by the way if u didnt know that) hope ur well tc have fun much love *wish for our friend Jaki to get well soon* *=)*
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 27, 2007 1:02 AM (GMT-04:00)
lawls lol yea *sighs* what are you doing.?
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 27, 2007 12:43 AM (GMT-04:00)
Besides the facts that school really sucks right now , I'm good. I totlly agree with you. I can't stand it when people call me or AFI "emo", and I'm sure they don't like it either!
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 26, 2007 10:56 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hmmm nothing really.C: Vivi.<33
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 26, 2007 9:11 PM (GMT-04:00)
i was just on. i was going to do that same thing too(with the drwings) but i decided no to because all my drawings are really ugly and totally unoriginal...uuhhhhhhh...i suck at art......i just watched the evenescence video Lithium and they totally ripped off love like winter!! gr!! and i used to like them!
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 26, 2007 8:04 PM (GMT-04:00)
i have exactly the same problem....i decided to write to them about 4 months ago and i still didn't even start anything...it is hard to write to someone who changed your life...what DO you say? it's an interesting question...that could be like some whole new TV reality series"What would You Say To The People/Person That Changed Yor Life?" lol it would be interesting
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 26, 2007 7:52 PM (GMT-04:00)
yeah nm here either, except that the concert is only 8 dayz away!!!!!!!!! Im just a LITTLE excited, lol
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 26, 2007 7:21 PM (GMT-04:00)
I hope your dream will come true as well. :) Not much up with me as well. I'm looking for a great pic that I can use as a profile picture. I have read that you can play guitar,drums,and piano. That's cool. You must be very skilful. :)Which AFI songs can you play? Love ya.:)
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 26, 2007 7:00 PM (GMT-04:00)
nice pic. anything new goin' on? how's the letter going?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 26, 2007 1:01 PM (GMT-04:00)
Its 5 in the morning, surgury went great yesterday. They got 90% of the toumer out and within 6 months I should b completly cured! I've had 15 surgury's now. And god is an amazing god he takes good care of me. Man lemme tell u, my breath smells lol sorry I ate mcdonalds yesterday. I should get 2 go home later 2day hopefully.
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 25, 2007 10:53 PM (GMT-04:00)
I deleted it, and besides all the drama I got in the middle of at school with this kid who keeps calling me "emo" because I like AFI, not much is going on here either! School sucks, though. Mid-terms are this week, and I have like 5 projects due soon.
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 25, 2007 2:29 PM (GMT-04:00)
yeah i still cant imagine davey with all blonde hair...lol so wats new wit u?
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 25, 2007 6:34 AM (GMT-04:00)
Ya ricky was so funny. He'd always eat raw top ramen lol. I remember all I could hear behind me is crunching noises lol. He was very cute, he would always tell me 2 dump colby and date me lol. I miss him tons upon tons but I gotta look @ it as he saved colby's life, and 5 others....but I gotta go 2 bed I have surgury 2morrow morning @ 7 in the mornin I won't b on untill I'm back from the hospital so tty soon
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 25, 2007 3:15 AM (GMT-04:00)
Of course you didn't say anything offending!! lol you could never do that cuz i know you would never say anything to hurt me! sorry i've been busy too!! this weekend i will have time to give what i have to say some thought.. when i talk to you its different it takes a long time to say all i need to say because you are the only one that really understands! lol so i haven't had time to write out a full meaningful response.. lol but i do have alot to say!! so when school stops sucking for the week i will most definitly write a message worth reading!! lol much love! much respect!! <3
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 25, 2007 2:45 AM (GMT-04:00)
Cool,It must be a nice song.C:.Vivi.<33
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 25, 2007 2:26 AM (GMT-04:00)
psh! you wish! lets take this outside! anyway,ya, i am tired too. i got the AFI dvd, finally! i couldn't find it anywhere. that annoyed me. but ya, its amazing! the preformences....spectacular! and that part where davey like, ran out of breath and made a funny noise, that was kind of funny. but i didn't laugh because i would of felt bad. O! ok. funny story. i was riding the bus to the other campus(don't ask..well i guess you could but it wouldn't benefit you in life..well then again neither would this story, actually this story is kind of pointless...) and i was sitting in the isle and she was sitting in the window(well not in the window but,you know) and then she randomly is like "kelly" and points out the window and i see this old man "running". it was so funny! he was like spreading his legs out really far and he had like the sweatband deal going on and...it was just funny. but then i was like "o! don't laugh!" but then i laughed. and my friend is like "hes old kelly, not retarted". it was funny. ~The End~
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 25, 2007 1:12 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol yea im bored what are you doing.?
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 25, 2007 12:39 AM (GMT-04:00)
i had a feeling he was the father. but, if you don't mind, i am married to him. But, ya, eventually you will have to give in to Javey's,annoying i'm sure, complaints to go see AFI. As i said in my other comment, we all have to make sacrifices. yes, poor you. so, back to reality, how are you? lol
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 25, 2007 12:26 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol it does but mines purdy easy well sometimes lol.c:Vivi.<33
Posted by push_to_our_knees_now_let_us_pray on Jan 24, 2007 11:58 PM (GMT-04:00)
well thank u very much, ya ricky was so amazing and i miss him very much i think about him all the time. but colby is ok now and is living a good life. ricky turned me to afi lol
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 24, 2007 11:36 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hey! What's Up?
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 24, 2007 8:02 PM (GMT-04:00)
yea hunter's hair did look better blonde...kood u imagine davey blonde idunno if it wood b weird or hot, lol
Posted by redrose on Jan 24, 2007 7:53 PM (GMT-04:00)
haha so i've been sitting on the comp searching everything AFI, haha woot! sup?
Posted by redrose on Jan 24, 2007 6:52 PM (GMT-04:00)
yessurry he is always hot, but yah the long hair is right on, u must be on here like right now, cus i just posted that, haha hey
Posted by redrose on Jan 24, 2007 6:37 PM (GMT-04:00)
ur pics pretty awesome too, personally ii like Davey best with the long hair
Posted by jadesdarling on Jan 24, 2007 6:06 PM (GMT-04:00)
i luv ur pic he is so hot......isnt he always though?
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 24, 2007 8:17 AM (GMT-04:00)
YOU WERE MY 900TH COMMENTER.YAY! YOU GET 9 SMILEY FACES.:):):):):):):):):)!!!!! OH AND YEAH WELL I LOVED THEIR PERFORMANCE NO MATTER WHAT. THEY PULLED IT OFF LIKE NOTHING WAS WRONG. I ONLY HAVE ONE WORD "PROFESSIONALS!!! OH AND I REALLY DON'T JUDGE THE GUYS ON THEIR APPREARANCE, I JUST LOVE THEM AND THEIR MUSIC NO MATTER WHAT,BUT I'M NOT TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN OPINION.:). OH WELL I GUESS IF YOUR THAT DEDICATED FOR SPORTS YOU SHOULD TRY OUT FOR A SCHOLORSHIP FOR HIGH SCHOOL. IF THEY DO THAT THERE. I MEAN WHEN YOU GET OT HIGH SCHOOL OR IF YOUR IN HIGH SCHOOL YOU SHOULD TALK TO YOU COACHES ABOUT IT. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 24, 2007 5:34 AM (GMT-04:00)
Lol yea music and Home work wich sukcs lol.c: Vivi.<33
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 24, 2007 4:37 AM (GMT-04:00)
u died? awww man I would just have a broken heart if u left for good. Are u doing allright? Yeah we are so going to see them soon. I mean they are going to be in California, Bakersfield soon but that is still a long drive just to see them so I cant go. But like u said some day. So hows my iceland friend doing these days? Hows the weather there? And what do u do for fun there? Im estacic to hear from u again. really I am....looking Im hanging on the edge of my seat just waiting to hear from u. hee hee tc cb have a ball and much love as always and will be. *=)*
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 24, 2007 2:27 AM (GMT-04:00)
Im fine thanks yes *drools*Davey.<333hahahaha lol what are you doing.?
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 24, 2007 1:50 AM (GMT-04:00)
LOL,Davey works any picture.lawlls,He so very sexy.c:LOL,How have you been.?
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 24, 2007 12:59 AM (GMT-04:00)
yea, i lyke his hair anyway he puts it, as long as he doesnt lyke shave it all off lyke hunter, then it would look odd on him
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 23, 2007 10:25 PM (GMT-04:00)
Never mind! :) Yes, I have the same dream as you have. lol I noticed that they will make a concert in Vienna and it's not so far away from Budapest. So now, I hope that they will also come to Hungary as well. I hope it won't remain just a dream. lol Anyways, what's up? Love ya.:)
Posted by Delfina on Jan 23, 2007 3:08 PM (GMT-04:00)
hahilia lol
Posted by xbabylove92x on Jan 23, 2007 4:04 AM (GMT-04:00)
thanx, i lyke ur pic 2 oh btw if u want 2 c a bigger pic go here:http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q55/xbabylove92x/afidrawin.jpg oh and if u want 2 c my awesome drawing i did of davey this weekend click this:http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q55/xbabylove92x/daveydoodlebyme.jpg well ttyl
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 23, 2007 3:08 AM (GMT-04:00)
lawls Thanks.C:I like your picture too.C:,Vivi.<33
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 23, 2007 2:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
Just wandering if you got my last comment! much love much respect! <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 23, 2007 2:37 AM (GMT-04:00)
well, i am so happy for Javey. its a beautiful name!and since he wants to go see AFI, well, we all have to make sacrifices. so, have fun seeing AFI with Javey! who's the father? jade,davey, one of those? i knew it
Posted by Delfina on Jan 22, 2007 5:50 PM (GMT-04:00)
huh no i dont noe if im from mexico i was born in Cali lol but yeah i am mexican
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 22, 2007 5:05 PM (GMT-04:00)
are you talking about on myspace?? i have a lot of pictures of me on there lol. i havn't been on in awhile so i'll add you whenever i get on. much love.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 22, 2007 2:28 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thank you soo much!! That story is perfect.. when i see her tomorrow i'm going to tell her.. you're awesome! haha congrats on being number 300!! lol. When you quoted On the Arrow I got goosbumps! and yeah i know someone who is going to put it on youtube so you can watch it on there but yeah i know what you mean about it not being live! I missed the VMA's AFI performance live and had to see it on youtube and don't get me wrong it was awesome but it just wasn't the same :/. But I WAS SOOO MAD!! they didn't turn Davey's mic on for the second song!!! until HALF WAY THROUGH and then it even wasn't that loud!! STUPID ANL PEOPLE!!! I was crying i was soo mad! they all looked soo hott though! Adam wore that eye shirt again that he wore for Endlessly She said haha i love that shirt!! Jade's hair looked awesome and Davey wasn't wearing any makeup!! it was soo weird! but yeah they were awesome despite the technical difficulties.. lol.. ah I am going to receive hell tomorrow from the people at my school, everyone watches SNL but they all hate AFI so they are going to be screwing with me all day.. fun i can't wait! just an even better reason not to want to go to shcool tomorrow!.. well live goes on I suppose "forever waiting for disaster" that is what i am doign right now! of course I know you would never judge me!! lol I just haven't ever told anyone that so it was weird.. but now i feel much better, like a burden has been lifted or something.. thank you!! I really hope she is alright! Well you rock!! And the same goes for you! if you need to talk about anything or need help with anything I am here 19384793% if not more!! lol well much love! much respect always!! <3
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 21, 2007 10:55 PM (GMT-04:00)
What's up? You didn't respond to my comment which was sent to you on 15th Jan.:( Did I write something bad?
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 21, 2007 10:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
hi! how are you? hows that baby?
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 21, 2007 5:50 PM (GMT-04:00)
Disasters waiting to happen...ha ha thats so us. I totally agree with what u said about Davey and all. I too didnt think there were any perfect men until I saw Davey and AFI (espcially since my last bf that I dispise) but yeah new year new surprises hopefully youll get to see AFI this year to fulliful ur dreams. I havent seen them either and i live in California! lol ^^ I hope all is well with u ur awesome tc have fun cb and keep on rockin u cool chick u! much love *=)*
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 21, 2007 5:49 PM (GMT-04:00)
Posted by javey1 on Jan 21, 2007 3:41 PM (GMT-04:00)
haha yeah same here but not all the time...omg i saw snl and AFI played 2 songs and when they played miss murder i couldnt even here Davey all i heard was the band i was sooo fricken mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 21, 2007 9:04 AM (GMT-04:00)
THANK YOU FOR TRYING!!!!OH AND THANKYOU FOR SPREADING THE sXe WORD!!!SO ARE YOU GOING TO JOIN THE sXe MOVEMENT? IF NOT THATS O.K. :). OH AND I'M SORRY FOR YOUR PREDICAMENT!!!SERIOOUSLY!!1 I THINK MAYBE YOU SHOULD TAKE A BREAK FROM YOUR SPORTS AND REST SO THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO PLAY AT YOUR TOUNAMENT. YOU NEED IT. SO I WATCHED AFI'S PERFORMANCE IT WAS GREAT FOR LOVE LIKE WINTER,BUT WHEN THEY PLAYED MISS MURDER THE SHOW MESSED UP THEIR PERFORMANCE. IT SUCKED(NOT THE PERFOMANCE THE FACT THAT THE SHOW MESSED THEM UP). I STILL RECORDED IT THOUGH. WELL CB :) LOVE YA. OH AND I THINK 16 MORE DAYS TILL ADAMS B-DAY!!! HE TURNS THE BIG 3-2. YAY!!!!! (FEBURARY 5TH)
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 21, 2007 4:06 AM (GMT-04:00)
Hey!! Yeah it is soo awesome, seriously i'm still taken aback at how perfectly you understand me.. haha Davey has a ver large vocabulary.. he did go to Berkeley which is a very prestigious school so yeah he is smart! lol but if Jade would talk a little more people could see that he is SO smart too!! if not smarter cuz he is the only one that graduated from college.. he's so shy tho! lol but yeah I am sooo excited for SNL!! Wait i forgot to you get that in iceland? if you can't see it i know someone who is putting it on youtube so you can see it on there!! it starts in 30mins here! I'm soo excited!! Haha yeah we are basically talking about the same thing but it feels good to just say it over and over i guess.. just to let it all out, here is the only place I can do thtat (lol as explicitly stated before) But there is something that i haven't told anyone because my friend told me no to.. but you don't know her and I really do need to tell someone.. so if you don't mind (you don't have to read it if you don't want to) but it just feels right telling you cuz you are almost the same person! lol so anyway I have a friend and her mom just got divorced with this man who was really abusive, she had to hide at our house while he was on a tear and it was just really scary but then they got a restaining order against him. However.. the mom was really vulnerable and he came and apologized and said he "changed" but he did that last time and now they are dating again and my friend is really scared and she is thinking about running away.. ah I haven't told anyone that! I've been keeping it for 3months now.. I don't want to let her down and I want to be there for her because she also has a cardiovascular disease and ah its just all really messed up.. if I had to pick one person here (as in where I live lol) to have someone understand even the smallest amount it would be her (but she doesn't understand anywhere near you do how I feel) but i just really feel bad and.. ah i dont know sorry.. much love!! much respect!! <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 21, 2007 2:23 AM (GMT-04:00)
I totally get what your going through.. the people who go to my church, well the few friends I have at my church ALWAYS tease me about liking AFI, and just the other day MY PASTOR said something that made me boil over.. he was trash talking AFI and the way they look and he wasn't doing it because he hates me.. he was doing it to tease me but he hurt me soo bad! I cried for like the whole night after that.. i HATE how people don't understand my feelings for AFI, everytime i go into youth group they have something to say about how "scary" or "emo" or "gay" afi is and i just get really really incredibly mad! I don't think they even know what passion, dedication, and TRUE LOVE is!! no one does unless they have found AFI.. It feels worse when they do it to me than the people who do actually really hate me because I don't like them, but the people i care about.. that hurts! "I'd show a smile but I'm too weak, I'd share with you could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.. just how much you.." That is the song i listen to (this time imperfect) whenever that happens, which is basically everday, but it just makes me feel like Davey, Jade, Adam, and Hunter and all the dedicated hxc fans are going through the same thing with me and i feel safe and comforted. Not until I got an account on here did I ever tell anyone anything like this.. well I did once, but that person doesn't talk to me anymore because of it.. they think i need therepy and I'm pretty sure they are creeped out by me.. all i did was tell them how i felt because I thought that is what friends do.. so ever since then I have kept it bottled up inside and became anti-social for a long time, then when I heard AFI it was like my life changed, it did change, I was a new entirely different person than I was before.. "I saw its birth, I watched it grow, I felt it change me.." I love that song sooo much! that is my fallback song whenever I am really pissed about something, not sad.. MAD because I always scream along to it and it makes me feel better.. but now that I know I can talk to the people on here and have them NOT judge you!!.. that is just so new to me.. and what is even stranger and newer is.. you UNDERSTAND!!! seriously.. everything you write is like my life's story! So i thank you soo much from the bottom of my heart!! I really hope you feel better and always know I am here!! Much love!! Much respect!! <33 ps I sent you davey's poem via email!! pss What does cb mean? <3
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 20, 2007 11:55 PM (GMT-04:00)
Thanks. I know it does suck, but atleast neither of us are going through it alone. I'm glad there's someone I can relate to.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 20, 2007 3:18 AM (GMT-04:00)
I'm glad you're feeling better!! I was so worried! but don't feel bad about that!! its not your fault.. I just don't want you to be sad.. I'm glad i was able to help you! no one ever asks for my help but i try to anyway but i still never really knew if i was good at helping people, making them feel beter.. I'm glad that I was able to help at least one person, especially someone i care about and really needs it! not all the dumb people at my school who are upset cuz some idiot didn't call them or something.. these are real problems.. problems that actually effect us.. that is why i relaate to you so much, because what you feel is real.. not superficial like all the other people i know.. instead of keeping it bottled up, i know its not as good as someone physically being there for you, but I am always here and you can tell me anything and everything.. i'm incredibly good about not judging cuz i never do judge, i hate being judged and unfortunatly I am judged often, but so sorry enough about me.. not now isn't about me, you are the one that needs a friendly talk right now lol.. sorry sometimes i just get carried away.. lol but like i said before.. you never have to worry about me thinking anything bad of you.. and not wanting to read what you say! that is rediculous!! Lyrics always make me feel better too.. when i am really pissed about something i just get out my notebook and write down all of davey's lyrics that come to mind.. it really helps me.. i have never had anyone to talk to who would really understand.. or listen for that matter! well i am really sorry about your breakdown.. saturday night live tomorrow will hopefully make you feel better! I love you so much!! much respect always!!! <33
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 20, 2007 1:35 AM (GMT-04:00)
You NEVER have to worry about telling me about your problems!! That is why I am here!! Nothing i said made you cry did it!! OMG if it was I am soo soo sorry! that wasn't my intention! I am so sorry I was just writing down everything I was feeling i'm really sorry.. just let all the tears out "will the flood behind me put out the fire inside me" just let it all out don't keep it bottled up inside.. once it passes you will feel better.. trust me on some days I cry for hours because I never talked about my feelings and then suddenly i just broke down in uncontollable crying.. just think of morningstar "and i don't want to die tonight will you believe in me and i don't want to fall into the light will you wish upon? will you walk upon me? i don't wanna die tonight.. Will you believe in me tonight? am I the star beneath the stairs? am I the ghost upon the stage? am I your anything?" I believe in you! I will do everything, anything you need me to to get you through this.. don't be afraid to talk to me or confide in me.. i'm always here and I will help you the best I can I promise!! i love you!!! much respect!! always!! p.s. listen to afi, let it out, scream if it makes you feel better!! AFI and I are here and will help you!! <3
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 20, 2007 1:06 AM (GMT-04:00)
Ello,What are you doing.?
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 20, 2007 12:30 AM (GMT-04:00)
Heyy ahh i just wrote this long long long message and my computer froze and it didn't save any of it!! ok well lol i don't think th computer transferred all your message or maybe you just did't finish i don't know but it ended randomly in the middle of a sentence.. lol, but OF COURSE you are a person! Everyone has feelings even the toughest of us.. that makes me really sad that people don't think you get hurt or are effected by all the annoying things they say.. You message gave me goosebumps especially at the part when you talked about being an afi addict and when you quoted the missing frame.. that is EXACTLY the way i feel.. its amazing, that is my favorite line in that song.. haha now i have it stuck in my head! I know what you mean.. i have no one in person who really understands me only through the internet.. it sucks I wish i could meet all of you who i talk to.. especially you, you are so similar to me.. some days when my internet connection sucks or I can't get on for some reason it is awful!! Surrounded by a bunch of people who have no freaking idea how you feel or how you physically and mentally ache everytime you hear trash talk about afi and that you love it so much you can't concentrate on anything else.. I took a Latin quiz yesterday and one of the questions were: on what day did Cicero die and what were his last words.. i know the answer but the only thing that kept coming to my mind was "Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?" so i put that for his last words and the date of Jade's birthday.. lol my teacher was like what were you thinking? Well also I don't know if you have ever heard of the show smallville or seen it but its my favorite show (its about teenage superman) well i love it alot and the last new episode before christmas at the last 5 dramatic minutes prelude 12/21 came on and i DIED I screamed and it felt like my heart stopped, I began bawling and laughing and shaking.. it was the weirdest thing ever.. it was like the best thing in the world played on my favorite show.. i don't know i probably sound crazy but there you go.. again i'm really sorry that you feel you can't show your pain at school but i'm really glad you stopped hurting yourself! I'm so proud of you I'm really glad afi has helped you i know they sure as hell have helped me.. wow i'm crying now, lately i've been really emotional.. well sorry oh! and have you heard davey's new poem titled: Blaqk Audio.. it is amazing i got goosbumbs and tears were in my eyes by the second sentence (not because it was sad but because it was brilliantly beautiful.. well if you haven't i'll email it to you.. much love! much respect! always!! <33
Posted by HalfPast12 on Jan 19, 2007 10:11 PM (GMT-04:00)
My personality is like the exact same as yours. I'm like the tough girl who people don't try to get on my angry side, and people say I'm not really a girl because I don't wear prppy things, and I HATE purses. My friends always come to me for help, and that's great but I have my own problems that I have to handle. My grandfather died last week, and I tried to hold it, but for the first time, I cried in school. People just stared at me in shock like they thought I didn't have any emotions.
Posted by javey1 on Jan 19, 2007 9:44 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol so you dont love it but then you do lol well yeah i only like getting comments to but if they are like a mile long i dont like replying to them then haha or i wont even read it becuase its just a waste of time!!OMG TODAY IS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 19, 2007 5:30 PM (GMT-04:00)
awesome whenever i get home i'll add you to my friends. much love.
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 19, 2007 6:01 AM (GMT-04:00)
dont give up commenting on getting AFI where ur at they might just take u by surprise and come to iceland. I pray for u on that. I wish I could marry Davey too. But GOD only makes one special angel every now and then. But hey no one says u have to stop dreaming about it am I right? lol tc *=)*
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 19, 2007 5:40 AM (GMT-04:00)
Im glad ur up and good again to do ur sports I root for u and ur team good luck this season. I remember I was always an accident waiting to happen cuz I use to always sprain my tail bone, for one time I was wetting my hair in the locker room in junior high and I fell on to the shower knob hitting tail bone first (talk about the shock to the body)lol another time is when I was wearing sodas u know those high up shoes, anyways I decided to jump from one room in my house to the next and there where stairs and I some how managed to sprain it then too. lol I also gave myself a concussion at age of 7 and I have a pinched nerve in the back of my neck from riding Viper at Six Flags. I have more stories but not only would I be here all day I would be only talking about my self. sorry for my life story. and ur capital *Reykjavik* sounds like a kool name. Does it have any meaning to it? Take it easy when u compete k? In high school all I did as a sport was Drill Team and Tall Flags. I was in the 2005 pasadena rose parade for the all city band and tall flags which while marching I tossed my flag twirled it and did routines with a 7 foot flag for 5 miles. I would so do it again I miss that stuff. Anyways I hope all is well with u and take care cb and have fun! much love *=)*
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 19, 2007 12:09 AM (GMT-04:00)
LOL. WELL WHEN YOU LOOK FOR IT DON'T GO TO WWW.CHURCH OF HAVOK.COM. JUST TYPE "CHURCH OF HAVOK " AND SEARCH FOR THAT. THEN WHEN THE PAGE COMES UP GO TO THE ONE THAT SAYA "THE TRUE RESSURECTION OF THE CHURCH OF HAVOK" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. JUST READ BELOW AND IT WILL SAY ITS A PETITION. OH AND THANKS FOR HELPING WITH THE WHOLE sXe THING. IT MEANS ALOT TO ME AND EVERYONE ELSE. WELL CB :) LOVE YA PS. HOW IS YOUR PHYSICAL HEALTH? HOPE ITS BETTER!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!!
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 18, 2007 11:05 PM (GMT-04:00)
Ok woah totally everything i went through today, well not exactly but along those lines. Haha it took me a while to figure out all the times! lol here we just start back over at noon.. lol but that is soo cool i get confused sometimes cuz its the same am and pm.. lol but enough about the time. lol but ya these 3 people at my school hate me and my two best friends at my school, like hate us and wish we were dead.. no joke and WE NEVER DID ANYTNING TO THEM!! they hate us cuz of our taste in music well actually only me and one of my friend they hate the other one cuz she stands up for us. today he said this to me: "why the f*ck would anyone want to be part of aome faggy afi group? if i was depressed and wanted to cut myself i would think about joining an afi group but i am scared of to much blood loss and aids." I got soooo mad so so mad!! then also today we were walking by and someone said "thats right keep walking b****es.." exept they do it out of pure thoathing, they HATE anything thats associated or related to in anyway "emo" it is sooo retarded!! i swear i have never even said ONE WORD TO THEM!! he's a senior and we are sophmores and its so retarded cuz we can't really do anything.. i hate hate it! i just want to get out of highschool.. i want to meet afi sooo bad, i feel like if i meet them, all the bad things people say will be justified somehow.. I love them.. i can't stand not having the oportunity not to see them, to MEET them. I would give an arm and a leg! no joke! I totally understand the way you feel about afi, i think about it everyday and i try to think of words to describe it and honestly no words come to mind, its beyond the words of this earth, no words.. but there is an understanding among all of us how afi has changed our lives, filled the empty place in our hearts, where for so long it was unknown to us what was supposed to be there, then a glimmer of light shone and we discovered afi, and immidiatley life was changed, we felt safe for once, discovering the inspiration of the music, ah everytime i think about it i get goosebumps and starry eyed. I HAVE to meet them i have to!! i will never be satisfyed until this event occurs! but i am really sad because i htink they are skipping over TEXAS! they go from OK to AZ clean over texas!! If they don't come here i don't think i will have the emotional capacity to handle it.. i need to find some way to get in touch with them to convince them that THERE ARE fans here! we arn't all hicks and cowboys! actually few of us are.. we have good taste in music.. austin is the music capitol of AMERICA!! what the heck here should be the first location on their list! well sorry, its just not going too well for me right now.. i'm really afraid to tell my dad about my report card.. i got a 3.43 and he expects me to get a 4.0 no questions asked.. so i'm really afraid. AFI distracts me from my school work! i cant help it! when we are all taking nots i can't help but write down song lyrics and thinking about each individual member of afi.. o great now i got my self crying again.. this passion is so overwhelming.. it's amazing how similar we are and how similar our feelings are about afi, but how could you NOT feel so passionate about such an amazing thing.. well soo much love! soo much respect!! <3 ps sorry the message is soo long.. :/ lol
Posted by javey1 on Jan 18, 2007 9:48 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol wow that was a long day...yeah i hate it when i dont go on te computer for a LONG time and i ave gillion things from people and i have to reply to them ALL lol well cb (i love everyone i talk to to haha) =]
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 18, 2007 3:35 PM (GMT-04:00)
that sucks well i'm in school right now so i gtg lol, but i will be on later maybe.
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 18, 2007 7:26 AM (GMT-04:00)
Poor u and ur physical health, I hope u feel better. =) I feel exactly how u feel about Davey. And it makes u want to cry because he is perfect and it seems impossible that u can obtain such a angel like himself. Hes only about what....11yrs older than me. Hey I can digg it I like older men. My mom is about 18 yrs apart from my dad. My mom got together with my dad when he was 34 and she was 16. Amazing huh? And my aunt and uncle are 20 yrs apart so ha ha age doesnt matter. =) anyways...I hope to hear from u soon and take care of that sprain well ya? lol much love *=)*
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 18, 2007 3:38 AM (GMT-04:00)
ok yess you need sleep!! lol good night! can't wait to hear what u have to say!! much love!! much respect!! <3
Posted by javey1 on Jan 18, 2007 3:28 AM (GMT-04:00)
hah yeah me too im so anxcuis to see it (how ever you spell that owrd lol)well anyway whats going down?
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 18, 2007 2:58 AM (GMT-04:00)
I think something may have happened to the last message i sent you, it was really really long :/ probably one of the the longest i have ever written.. but i don't think you ever received it... it was basically me just agreeing with you about all the idiots who don't understand afi and have the nerve to JUDGE US for loving it and you NEVER have to worry about your messages being boring! that's rediculous!! never boring.. especially talking to me!! the queen of boredom with my like 5pg long messages full of *sob story* Its weird how similar we are and how much we have in common!! I can't think of anyone outside this site who does truly understand what its like to be "obsessed" with afi to have such a strong passion for afi that it physically and mentally hurts sometimes.. it is just like, you can't think of anything better than it.. anything. I seriously don't know how all these people are able to survive without the splendor of AFI.. its just mind-boggling what the heck! i just cannot fathom no afi!! oh man if i could just meet them.. my life would be complete! that is my only goal: meet afi and hear their view on their music.. i recently found out that davey and jade are making a mini album just them two (they're not breaking off from afi dont worry that is what i thought at first and i almost died of a heart attack) but it is just a little album but i dont know when it is being released.. but i must hear it! jade and davey's brilliannce in one little album. not that all of their albums aren't, of course they are!, but i dont know its just exciting! lol you know? but yeah sorry i'm just overwhelmed lol. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow cuz i know everyone will just mock me as usual and i must say i'm freaking sick and tired!! I can't take it anymore! its rediculous! I can't stand it! I love coming home from school and coming on this site and just reading yours and others feeling and love for afi, cuz that is the only thing i can relate to right now! lol I just can't wait to get out of highschool.. my one goal - MEET AFI! that is all i am shooting for right now.. well sorry i got a bit carried away.. much love!! much respect!! always <3
Posted by javey1 on Jan 18, 2007 2:29 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol yeah ok here it is:www.shyboyswin.blogspot.com haha ok yeah same here i would die if they broke up too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOD AFI STAY TOGETHER YOU JUST GOT BIG lol
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 18, 2007 1:56 AM (GMT-04:00)
Yea i love that song too its my all time favorite.!!!!!11 Yea Davey makes anything look good lol.C: Vivi.<33
Posted by javey1 on Jan 18, 2007 1:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
hey hey its big news huh??yeah i freaked out when i heard it to but then im like wow thats new i wouldnt think Davey and Jade would do another album!but im sure its going to be awsome becuase Jade said its going GREAT so far =] im happy!(and im not saying i met him and he told me that unlike other people but he has his own little website and he took pictures of Davey singing for one of the songs and hes like its going awsome =])
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 18, 2007 1:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
ya. agree with everything you said. you nkow, if he changes his hair for every album, what will he do for the next? like...what if he goes.................BALD! that would be so scary! and what if he cuts his hair really short! then it would be all...short! and you know, how he had that time where his hair was growing to its long self. it was wierd
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 18, 2007 12:03 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol
Posted by javey1 on Jan 17, 2007 11:53 PM (GMT-04:00)
omg i no =[ and jade is alright now =] thank god....NO that is not true they are still going to make more cds!!!!did you know Jade and Davey are making a cd and its called Black Adio and davey is going to be singing and Jade will do the tequno crap haha well cb ;)
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 17, 2007 11:38 PM (GMT-04:00)
ya, he is. i miss his long hair. in your picture it looks so...flawles and perfect, just like him!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 17, 2007 11:26 PM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH BACK PAINS SUCK BIG TOES.LOL. OH HEY I HAVE TWO QUESTIONS FOR YOU.#1 WILL YOU PLEASE READ MY "ABOUT ME" AND TRY IT OUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE????!!!!!QUESTION#2. WILL YOU HELP ME AND DHVLUR(I THINK I PUT IT DOWN RIGHT)SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT STRAIGHT EDGE?!PLEASE! I MEAN THE WORLD NEEDS THIS. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 17, 2007 9:43 PM (GMT-04:00)
i think i just fell in love with your picture *licks computer screen*
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 17, 2007 6:10 PM (GMT-04:00)
Yea lol me too hes hott.!!!XD
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 17, 2007 4:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thats an awsome picture of Davey.<3
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 17, 2007 4:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
THATS GOOD. HOPE THERES NOTHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH YOUR BACK!MY BACK WAS KILLING ME LASTNIGHT. I SLEP ON MY SIDE LASTNIGHT,AND WHEN I WOKE UP I WANTED TO CRY(I DIDN'T THOUGH). IT SUCKED SO BAD.SO HOW ARE YOU?HOW WAS YOUR DAY? I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. I'M SO SAD BECAUSE I GOT TO MISS A WHOLE WEEK OF SCHOOL AND NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK. IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN.LOL. WELL CB :) LOVE YOU
Posted by javey1 on Jan 17, 2007 12:50 AM (GMT-04:00)
lol yeah i did acually go to their concert and walk by their trailor becuase the line was in the far back all around the world lol and i was like omg haha it was so amazing...at the end of the concert AFI had to be rushed to the hospital becuase Jade cut his forhead open by holding up his guitar when he was saying good bye (you know how he does that?)but anyway that was sad =[ and Jade said that he would put up a picture of his bloody face but then he didnt =[ i felt so bad!!he had to get stitches ==[[
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 17, 2007 12:11 AM (GMT-04:00)
Woah!! love the new pic!! go Davey!! Much love!! much respect!! <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 16, 2007 11:20 PM (GMT-04:00)
That is soo weird!! we could be long lost twins!! ah! haha but yeah i read that article that says that they all get offended when they call them emo.. so everytime someone says that I get offended cuz its like if you insult afi, you insult me and you don't want to insult me! haha many people have learned that lesson, but alot do it anyway! It gets me soo mad! your hair sounds awesome! i wish i could die my hair but i go to a stupid school where we have to wear uniforms and the only colours our hair can be are blonde, brown, and natural black and red (only if you were born with that color) And i think that is SO DUMB!!!! so my hair is stupid and its like an ugly light brown dark blond color. But when i graduate i'm dying my hair like jades!! i don't know how.. but its going to resemble his in some way.. i love him! But it does seriously feel like i know each one of them.. like i've known them forever and we are friends or something.. but them i'm like, dang oh yeah! they don't even know i exist! and then i get all sad but happy at the prospect of meeting them one day! that is my one goal right now.. see a show and meet them and talk to them afterwards. I would give anything!! but right now i'm not going to school cuz its been cancelled since friday-wed (tomorrow) for snow!! and in texas!! i'm just woah! texas! i used to live in new york and it snowed all the time and then in tennesseee, and then colorado, and it snow in all those places.. now i live in texas and it hasn't snowed once since i moved here and now its snowing!! haha well yeah! much love much respect!! <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 16, 2007 2:09 AM (GMT-04:00)
You basically said EVERYTHING i feel, that was scary! omg wow.. your story about the cashier ladey reminded me of when like 2 weeks ago on the airplane to mexico i was writing out lyrics and writing AFI in the flaming heart like on Davey's chest and my dad leaned over and was like put that garbage away you're embarrassing us! people will think you are demonic! and then he took it and crumpled it up and threw it AWAY!! i was so mad i didn't talk to him for like 2 days.. i just put in my ipod and and zoned out of the rest of the world and just listen to the beauty of AFI's music. I always have my pinky fingernails pink as a tribute to jade, he always does and used to alway have my nails painted black until my parents found out it was apparently "emo" and i am not allowed to wear any dark nail polish anymore :( but whatever.. i am really happy right now because i sold all the cd's i used to own (before AFI that i no longer listen to) and joined DF!! I almost passed out (no joke) when i realized i was able to join i most definatly blacked out. but i screwed up my username so now its dumb and it won't let me change it.. but i'm still a part of it now! and that is all i ever wanted! But like you said everytime someone insults ANYTHING about afi i get all defensive and lash out, its like a different crazy murderous side of me. ESPECIALLY when people say they are ugly and wish they would put down their instruments forever (which i have been told many times) and when they say they are gay!! it frustrates me soooo bad!!!!!! and really thank you so much for being there! i mean it... it means alot!! MLMR always!! <3
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 16, 2007 12:53 AM (GMT-04:00)
OH I'M SORRY YOUR NOT DOING TOO GOOD!!!!! WELL GET ALOT OF REST AND I'M SURE YOU'LL BE BETTER(I HOPE). OH AND NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ME WHEN YOUR THE ONE IN PAIN O.K. I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 15, 2007 8:01 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hey what are you doing.?Im super bored.C:
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 15, 2007 8:00 PM (GMT-04:00)
It's not good that you sprained your knee. Get better!:)Unfortunately I haven't seen AFI live...yet...lol.But I hope I will have chance to see them live. It would be the best thing in my life if I could go to one of their concerts.:)...I'm very happy now because today I have got all previous original AFI albums.:) And what about you? And have you ever seen AFI live?
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 15, 2007 4:33 PM (GMT-04:00)
ElloC:
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 15, 2007 8:38 AM (GMT-04:00)
OH YOU HAD ME SO WORRIED.LOL. WELL I'M GLAD TO HEAR YOUR NOT PREGNANT! OH AND DON'T BE WORRIED ABOUT NOT COMMENTING ME SOONER. I KNOW WHEN YOU GET YOUR CHANCES YOU WILL COMMENT ME. DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT AGAIN.UNLESS WEEKS GO BY THEN I'LL BE WORRIED.LOL.WELL I HAVE BACK PROBLEMS TOO. I ACTUALLY HAD TO GO TO THERAPY TO HELP IT GET STRONG. IT SUCKED. IT STILL HURTS,BUT OH WELL I KNOW SOME EXERCISES TO HELP MAKE IT STRONGER. SO HOW ARE YOU? WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 15, 2007 6:08 AM (GMT-04:00)
I feel the same exact feeling as u do about afi and the men of afi. There isnt a big enough word that describes ur emotion for them. It kills me cuz it is very hard to find men like davey and jade (lucky ladies whoever get to obtain them) =) So how have u been? With me I went to my friends wedding yesterday and is was beautiful, her happiness I hope I find someday. Sooo anyways I hope afi decides to go to iceland someday that sux on ur part like major. I havent been to their con. yet and it kills especially cus I live in California and get plenty of opportunities. well take care and much love. *=)*
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 15, 2007 3:28 AM (GMT-04:00)
YOU LIVE IN ICELAND!!! that is so cool. i want to live there. and thats rad about your soccer team. i bet they wouldn't of done it without you. jk..wel kind of. i am pretty good right now.kind of bored.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 15, 2007 1:24 AM (GMT-04:00)
Hey!! Ok sorry but alot of stuff i am feeling it feels weird writing about it.. you know? Well I feel i have to because if i don't i might.. i don't know but.. my life is really complicated right now, MY PARENTS ARE THREATENEING TO TAKE AWAY afi completely, cut me off completely.. If they did that i don't think i would be mentally capapble to handle it.. I is one of the main reasons i am still alive right now, and that isn't an exageration in the least bit. My parents accused me of doing drugs the other day beecause i just found out AFI was playing on SNL this saturday! and that made me happier than i have been in a long time, my mother came in my room and was like "what the hell are you on? You need to tell me right no and I your punishment won't be as worse." I was like what!! I don't do drugs! I never ever have!! They wre like whatever no one gets that excited from a stupid emo gay band playing on tv! and i was like well they always SKIP OVER TEXAS!! unless its the warped tour but that isnt a real AFI concert. so tv is the closest i can get to actally being there, and they were like you are embarrising us if you keep acting like this we are going to take away anything you own accociated with this band. So i can't be happy about afi anymore.. :( well i guess containing my feelings is WAY better than loosing afi.. Maybe i was overly excited about them playing of SNL but I can't help it, AFI is the one thing in my life that I can depend on. My parents think i am "gothic" grr they are so judgemental (not that i have anything against people who like gothh however i personally i am not gothic) but AH i hate living here! i cannot wait till i am 18 and can GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!! you have no idea (well actually you might lol but many others don't) the "you have no idea" phrase doesn't apply on this site cuz everyone does have an idea and understand but no one else does.. Ah i'm sorry to unload on you but i feel in necessary to apologize even though you told me i need not to.. well i really don't know what i would do without you and others on this site, ah I'm really not good right now, i even think i may have lost one of my firends cuz last time i saw him, he was like I'm sick of you always talking about afi! its SO annoying can you not talk about anything else just leave me alone!.. so i don't know how that is going to turn out :( oh well I guess life goes on.. unless it doesn't well again sorry but how are you..? much love much respect!! <3
Posted by XXXstraightedgeXXX on Jan 14, 2007 10:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
ha ha ha...yeah i know i was surprised too...ha ha ha you could go on about davey all you want to...l0l...i wont be on for a couple of weeks because my computer is broke...lol cXb
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 14, 2007 9:47 PM (GMT-04:00)
Yes, they are the best! So FTW is a perfect ending for your comments.:) What's up?
Posted by XXXstraightedgeXXX on Jan 14, 2007 8:38 PM (GMT-04:00)
its a ok...;o lol...yeah it is basically a lifestyle that you choose to be/or participate in...you dont do drugs or drink or have sex till marriage or you dont have promiscious sex...(multiple sex partners)...lol...so yeah its pretty much about you controling your own life...lol...so whats up? cXb
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 14, 2007 5:50 PM (GMT-04:00)
ok good. i was so worried! i thought you were going to die! jk. i had fun writing that comment.well i hope you are ok now. so, how are you?
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 13, 2007 9:05 AM (GMT-04:00)
Sorry! my internet has been down so i havn't been able to respond!! :( sorry but thanks! Its like 2:30am right now so i'm really incredibly tired so i also can't post a long messge but i actually have kind of alot to say.. so sorry! lol i'll tty tomorrow!! much love! <3
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 13, 2007 6:42 AM (GMT-04:00)
YES MY NAME IS ANTONI. THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT. WHERE DID YOU HEAR IT/OR SEE IT? OMGOODNESS I READ THAT YOUR PREGNANT. ARE YOU O.K. WELL REMEMBER I'M HERE FOR YOU!!! CB :) LOVE YOU SSSOOO MUCH!!!!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 13, 2007 6:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
WELL AGAIN THANKS FOR NOT GETTING MAD AND UNDERSTANDING. OH AND IT FEEL SO GOOD TO READ " YOU DESERVE BETTER" I WISH I WOULD GET THAT MORE OFTEN BY MY FAMILY. I REALLY APPRECIAT THE FACT THAT IT COMES FROM YOU THOUGH. OH AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. IIS HARD FOR ME TO COMMENT BACK TO EVERY BODY TOO. WELL CB WHEN YOU CAN :) LOVE YA
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 13, 2007 5:24 AM (GMT-04:00)
How are you.?Im bored.C:
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 12, 2007 11:09 PM (GMT-04:00)
msn as in aim? no i din't have aim. WHY AER YOU GOING TO THE HOSPITAL? are you pregnant! wow...thats wierd. you are a teenage mom. what is the baby's name going to be? i want to help. ok, if it is a boy name it davey (obvioulsy) and if it is a girl name it....anything but ivy or marissa. don't name them that cuz thats gross. UNLESS YOU YOUR NAME IS IVY OR MARISSA! then they are beautiful names. so, boy or girl? is the baby going to be born or are you just having pain. this is really serious!
Posted by XXXstraightedgeXXX on Jan 12, 2007 9:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
sorry...i just found a pic of it and my dumb friend typed it in so i just never changed it...lol yeah im sorry i cant really explain right now i have to sneak on the computer...lol cxb
Posted by Emerencia on Jan 12, 2007 2:54 PM (GMT-04:00)
Yes,you are right,Adam is soooo cute. I love him. But I love all of them in the same way.:) PS: May I have a question? What FTW is short for?:)
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 12, 2007 6:16 AM (GMT-04:00)
ok so so sorry i just got your response to my last message so i was all worried that i offended you!! lol ok but yeah i know people have NO EFFING IDEA how afi really does change our lives people seriously think i need therapy for loving afi that much people seriously seriously think i am crazy. But yeah i totally know what you mean that is why i love this site on the people on it, you actually understand me and what i go through woah i am like crying right now. ALmost everything you post feels feels as if it is me writing, i'm dead serious. Ah i swear NO ONE else anywhere is like the you and the rest of the people on this site. i love all of you it is so amazing! Oh and btw your name is the coolest name in the world! My name is soo boring i hate it and my last name everyone thinks it is pronounced Jekle like "Dr. Jekel and Mr. Hide" and its really annoying cuz people are like hey jekel when you get angery do you turn into hide? and i am like haha witty. my middle name is miles - ew taht is a guys name! and i am a girl! Sara Miles i found out was a famous actress at one pt but i never heard of her so.. yay lol. my last name is dumb too Jaeckle - weird german name, but ya i wish i had a cool name when i turn 18 i think i am going to change it! my friend's name is Jaionn and i don't think anyone else as that name so i think that is awesome. i want a name no one else has so i can be original. so ya i LOVE your name i don't think i can pronounce the last name but its rockin' awesome!! well i can't wait to hear from you soon!! Much love, much respect!! Love ya!! <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 12, 2007 12:00 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thanks!! I love this pic! I saw it and like died.. it is amazing! So how are you? I haven't talked to you in a few days.. I have a four day weekend so I am really happy.. NO SCHOOL!! That pretty much made my day! and I don't know if you got my last message so sorry i made you mad about the whole judgemental emo/ AFI stuff, it wasn't my intention in the least but yeah i was mad myself lol i didnt mean to make you mad as well.. so how has school been? anymore idiots who don't know what they're talking about. Haha today my friend ashley and that girl anna i was talking about who is an idiot got into this huge screaming fight cuz anna said ashley was a gay emo fag cuz she had MCR pics in her locker and then ashley was like totally dominating her it was hilarious and then ashley kicked her!! I was laughing so hard i almost died i couldnt breathe!! Well anyway how is your school and life going? Love ya!! <3
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 11, 2007 10:19 PM (GMT-04:00)
did you get the picture. coz it told me something went wrong. and right now i am not really up to anything. it is supposed to snow on saturday and tuesday so that is way exciting! living in south texas you never really see snow. the only time i saw snow was last year around Christmas and it wasn't even like snow it was like...particles. and you could only see it in the light and it would dissolve before it hit the ground. so, how are you?
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 11, 2007 5:10 PM (GMT-04:00)
how's the letter coming? ;) i'm still working on mine..i mean...what do you say to a band who saved your life??!! anything new happening?
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 11, 2007 8:19 AM (GMT-04:00)
I'M SO SORRY. I'M NOT TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO GO. I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU MYSELF INSTEAD OF YOU FINDING OUT BY SOMEONE ELSE. I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO THINK I WAS PLANNING SOMETHING WITHOUT INCLUDING YOU. OH AND YEAH IF YOU EVER EVER EVER FIND SOME MONEY TO MAKE YOUR WAY TO THE STATES JUST TELL ME AND I'LL LET YOU STAY HERE FOR A DAY. ALTHOUGH THEY NEVER COME TO ROSWELL,NM. I MEAN THEY GO TO THIS OTHER CITY ALBEQUERQUE,NM,BUT ONLY ONCE IN A GREAT GREAT WHILE. OH AND I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU TOO. I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO EXPIERIENCE AFI FOR WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE IN PERSON. OH AND YEAH ANOTHER MOM PROBLEM. TODAY SHE MADE ME FEEL HORRIBLE. WELL I GO TO THIS ALTERNATIVE SCHOOL TO MAKE UP MY GRAADES. SHE REALLY DOESN'T WANT ME TO GO THERE SO I HAVE TO GO BACK TO MY OLD SCHOOL. WELL ANYWAYS TODAY RIGHT WHEN WE WALKED OUT OF THE CAR SHE ASKED ME " ANTONI DO YOU WANT TO GO HERE OR TO ROSWELL HIGH" SO I TOLD HER "MOM I'LL JUST GO TO ROSWELL HIGH(EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DON'T WANT TO)AND SHE SAID"WELL ITS WHAT YOU WANT" SO I TOLD HER " WELL O.K. THEN I GUESS I'LL JUST STAY HERE AT UNIVERSITY" RIGHT WHEN I SAID THAT SHE SAID (IN A MEAN VOICE)"THATS A COP OUT,I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO SAY THAT I JUST WANTED TO HEAR IT,BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR NOT GOING TO STAY HERE,I JUST WANTED TO HERE YOU SAY THAT" I MEAN I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR HER TRICK. SO YEAH SHE WAS YELLING AT ME OUTSIDE OF THE SCHOOL,AND I WAS HOPING TO GOD NO ONE SAW HER YELLING AT ME. ISN'T THAT HORRIBLE. WHAT KIND OF MOTHER DOES THAT.IF YOU DON'T THINK ITS HORRIBLE WELL THATS O.K. BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE GOD WOULD EVEN ALLOW A MOTHER LIKE MINE TO BE LIKE THAT. I WISH HE WOULD WORK A MIRACLE AND MAKE HER LOVING AND NICE.THIS IS WHY I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!!! WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by Dragontink on Jan 11, 2007 5:41 AM (GMT-04:00)
That is very kind of you. I love to help people and I love people in general. I try the best I can to help people and I guess they appreciate it and that really warms my heart. So u live in Iceland? How radical is that?! U must be a very awesome young woman to love AFI cuz everyone on here is very content with each other its amazing. I love everyone on here that i have talked to so far just the same type of emotion as I have for AFI (which is I love them to death lol) Well I hope to get to know u more and thank you once again u have melted my heart. take care and talk with u soon. *=)*
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 11, 2007 3:57 AM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH THANKS. OH AND I REALLY HOPE AFI GOES TO YOU. I REALLY REALLY DO. OH AND YEAH I HOPE THE TRIP GOES WELL PLANNED FOR ME TOO. I SERIOUSLY APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT YOU GIVE ME MORE SUPPORT AND SHOW ME MORE LOVE THAN MY OWN FAMILY. WELL CB :) I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! AND I MEAN THAT.ALTHOUGH I'M NOT A LESBIAN,AND I'M NOT AGAINST IT EITHER.
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 11, 2007 3:04 AM (GMT-04:00)
OH YEAH I AM GOING TO AT LEAST LEAVE THEM A NOTE. I'M NOT GOING TO LET THEM THINK I'M DEAD OR SOMETHING. OH AND YEAH ME AND AFEW OTHER PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ARE PLANNING TO FIND AFI DURING THE SUMMER. I WOULD INVITE YOU I SWEAR I WOULD,BUT YOUR NOT IN THE U.S. I'M SORRY,BUT HEY IF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN THE U.S. SOME TIME DURING JUNE LET ME KNOW. I JUST SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP AND LISTENING TO ME. I REALLY MAEAN THAT. YOU HAVE HELPED ME ALOT. I MEAN EVERYBODY ON HERE IS NICE INCLDING YOU AND ITS REALLY HELPFUL.I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YALL. I JUST WISH I COULD SEE YALL IN PERSON. THAT IS WHY I CAME UP WITH THE TRIP FOR ALL OF US. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 11, 2007 2:11 AM (GMT-04:00)
ok i shall send it to you
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 10, 2007 10:28 PM (GMT-04:00)
THANKS BUT I WISH I COULD THER WAS ANOTHER WAY I COULD HELP YOU UNDERSTAN WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH. ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE HERE TO FACE YOUR PROBLEMS. IF I WERE TO TELL MY MOM HOW I REALLY FELT I'M AFRAID SHE MIGHT SERIOUSLY BEAT ME TO A PULP. MY SIS. DON'T CARE WHEN I TELL THEM HOW I FEEL WHEN I TELL THEM. ESPECIALLY THE SECOND OLDEST ONE. THERE IS NO WHERE FOR ME TO LEAVE HERE SO I HAVE TO RUN AWAY. I NEED TO,OR I'M AFRAID I'LL KILL MYSELF.WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 10, 2007 5:01 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol yeah i'm male no i don't sorry i got aim and myspace if you want any of those.
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 10, 2007 5:59 AM (GMT-04:00)
DONT' BE SORRY EVERYBODY IS ENTITLED TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS. I PERSONALLY THINK HUNTER IS HOT AND FUNNY. I'VE SEEN INTERVIEW WITH HIM AND HE IS ACTUALLY FUNNY. OH AND I KNOW I WISH TO GOD I HAD WORDS TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS TOWARDS AFI. I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THEM. ITS COMPLICATED. ITS LIKE I LOVE THEM AS IF THEY WERE MY OWN FAMILY. UUUUGGGGHHHH I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS.ITS LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND AFI. I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM. EVERY DAY I TRY TO WATCH SOMETHING TO GET THEM OFF MY MIND,BUT NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK.THERES DAYS WHERE I TELL MYSELF NOT TO THINK ABOUT THEM SO MUCH,BUT I JUST CANT STOP. ITS LIKE THEY'VE BECOME A DRUG. I CAN'T GO A DAY WITHOUT WATCHING YOU TUBE JUST TO SEE WHAT I CAN FIND. THEIR MUSIC HAS JUST TOUCHED ME IN A WAY THAT IS JUST TOO HARD TO EXPLAIN.I MEAN EVERY TIME I WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THAT I FEEL LIKE A GROUPIE. I JUST HATE TO SEE WHEN THEY PERFORM AND I SEE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO GET TO SEE THEM IN REAL LIFE AND I GET JEALOUS. I HATE TO EVEN WATCH LIVE PERFORMANCES,BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP BECAUSE ITS AFI. I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY,BUT I GET MAD AT THE PEOPLE WHO GET TO SEE THEM,BECAUSE THEY'RE LIVING MY DREAM. I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH. THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE SO GREAT AND THEIR MUSIC IS TOUCHING. I JUST HATE THE FACT THAT I'M STUCK IN A RUT AND I CAN'T GET OUT FOR S**T. I REALLY AM PLANNING TO RUN AWAY AND HITCH HIKE MY WAY TO AFI. I HATE JUST SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING WHILE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ARE LIVING MY DREAM.WELL SORRY FOR SOUNDING CRAZY,BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I EVEN HAVE A PLAN IF I EVER MEET THEM. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY IT THOUGH BECAUSE IT JUST SOUNDS CRAZY,IF IT WASN'T I WOULD TELL YOU TRUST ME. WELL SORRY FOR THE LONG COMMENTS I'VE BEEN GIVING YOU. WELL CB :) LOVVE YA
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 10, 2007 4:53 AM (GMT-04:00)
Ah!! Sorry i didn't mean to get you mad! Sorry.. but i love your name!! its soo unique, my name is one of the most common names ever.. i wish my name was October, i love that name. My friend's cousin is named that and i thought that was so freaking awesome thats also my favorite month. But yeah i share your anger.. i feel the same way like you write i feel like its coming from me.. on myspace this freak posted like 1000000 times "AFI sucks, dont cuss me out" over and over again.. and i must say certainly alot of people did.. lol i get sooo mad i was takling to this girl named anna from my school and i was sooo tempted to just punch her skull in, she was trashing afi and saying all this crap and it really made me freaking mad, like it felt like she was attacking everything i live for.. GRR now i am making my self mad.. man i have to stop doing this lol, sorry agian, dont break your keyboard! I really really want to join DF but i have to wait till i turn 18, and i dont have enough money.. so on my 18th birthday i am so joining.. well, goodnight!! i dont know what time it is there but here it is 11:00 i haven't started my homework so i should get on that 0:].. love ya <3!!
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 10, 2007 2:49 AM (GMT-04:00)
Hey!! i know its soo amazing that he doesnt do any of that stuff i was sooo shocked when i first heard that! That is a big reason why they r so special to me.. if that is how you define emo then i guess i am.. i mean ppl call me emo but idk except i never cut myself cuz i have a fear of blades and needles otherwise i dont know if i would.. but i'm glad you dont anymore though.. i mean i shop at hot topic and vans and other shops and i guess often i wear emo clothes but idk i just never really considered myself emo but i guess i have been all along on the inside.. i'm glad someone shares my feelings, really.. it doesn't happen that often at all.. it really means alot. and i really hate how people always sterotype emos as like you said.. it really angers me. I really dont know what i would do without you or other people on this website, i really think i would need therepy since no one else want to hear my feelings or anything. And you never have to worry about your messages being too long, i love reading them.. btw i don't think i ever learned your name.. sorry i'm sara i just feel weird talking to them when i dont know their names.. but yeah lol MUCH LOVE, MUCH RESPECT!! <3
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 10, 2007 1:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
Hey i thought it might interest you that davey currently has a beard ew cant picture it he just said it on a blog on myspace.. weird i know
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 10, 2007 1:16 AM (GMT-04:00)
Oh its ok it was just my dumb sob story about how people don't understand.. sorry about that but yeah i'm really glad i have people like you to open up to, people who do understand what i fell like to everyone else that is just unfathomable. I love this site, its so new for me to have people who truly understand where everyone is coming from understand how afi can make you feel. Thanks for being there it really means alot. Aww I'm really sorry you've only heard afi for one month! It only gets better the longer you listen to them.. i didn't think it could but sure enough it did. I listened to all their old stuff and really learned their history and fell in love with each of them as if i knew them personally. Do you listen to the old stuff? its more agressive but the lyrics seem to be my thoughts and feelings written into a beautiful song all their music, new and old. I love it all but its all so amazing. I love that youlove afi with passion and not cuz its the new "trendy thing". THose people really bug me, they only like Miss Murder cuz it comes on the radio and afi is "cool" now. But i love the people who hear them and love everything about them, all their songs not just the popular ones who love afi for who they are and what they are doing with their lives.. like you and everyone on this site. I'm not saying if you heard them on the radio then ur not a fan cuz that is where i first heard them, sorry if i am coming across as like judgmental cuz thats not what i mean at all, i'm just referring to alot of the people at my school who get on my nerves and the only song they think afi has is miss murder.. they don't even know afi existed before DU, they think it is their first album!! wth, and they all think they are gay and its soo annoying they call me an emo fag who loves gay people and the music they make.. and i'm not even emo and neither is afi they say alot of people will classify htem as that but they don't see themselves as emo, don't get me wrong i love emo's one of my best friends is, but just happen to not be and it bothers me how people think if you listen to afi then they automatically assume you slit your wrists and cry all the time, cuz we are not! we are full of passion and love or the majority of us are, emo, gothic, whatever you may be. I just hate how i am thrown into a stereotype along with afi. EVERYONE at my school thinks Davey or "that man that looks like a girl" and Jade "that ugly guitarist who has scars on his cheeks" are gay with eachother.. its so frickin annoying! I'm not attacking the true fans of afi who respect them and their music. sorry just today i got mocked insistantly for having passion for afi and my dad got mad at me for crying in the car when i was listening to morningstar, that song always gets to me like silver and cold. He said if i get so "depressed" when i listen to them then he isnt going to let me anymore. but he doesnt understand that it doesnt make me depressed it just really hits my emotions they aren''t tears of saddness but of compassion. AFI is the only thing that can make me cry actually unless something really bad happens to someone who is close to me.. but other than that nothing. AFI hits me right where my deepest form of compassion is along with Jesus. Thanks again for listening! luv ya!! <3
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 9, 2007 7:04 PM (GMT-04:00)
THANKS FOR THE GOOD WISHES. YEAH I FEEL THE SAME WAY WHEN IT COMES TO OTHER PEOPLES PROBLEMS. KIND OF FEELS LIKE YOU NEED TOSTOP WORRING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND TRY AND HELP OTHERE PEOPLE WORK THEIRS OUT.THIS IS WHY WE ALL HAVE AFI.BECAUSE WHEN WE NEED SOME TYPE OF HELP AND NO ONE IS AROUND JUST LISTEN TO AFI. THE BEST BAND OF ALL TIME. I EVEN FEEL NOW THAT THEY ARE BETTER THATN QUEEN.ALTHOUGH I STILL HAVE ALL THE RESPECT FOR QUEEN TOO.PLUS DAVEY LOVES THEM LIKE I DO.WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 9, 2007 5:01 PM (GMT-04:00)
lol that was a lot well i'm at school right now so i gtg. much love.
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 9, 2007 1:11 AM (GMT-04:00)
SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU MAD OR WORRY. I JUST NEED TO LEAVE ROSWELL AND THIS HELL WHOLE BEFORE I LOSE IT,AND I REALLY NEEDE TO TELL SOMEONE MY FEELINGS FOR ONCE AND YOU FELT LIKE THE RIGHT PERSON TO TELL(WRITE) THEM TO. OH AND I FEEL LIKE DOING THE SAME THING TO MY MOM EXCEPT I CAN'T HIT HER.THIS IS WHY I NEED AFI. WELL CB :) LOVE YA.PS. THANKS FOR CARING ABOUT ME SO MUCH. IT FEELS GOOD.
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 8, 2007 9:38 PM (GMT-04:00)
ya. her name is ivy. i can email you a picture of her. and you are right. davey needs a really good girl who will take care of him when he is on and off the raod
Posted by afi4evr91 on Jan 8, 2007 5:41 PM (GMT-04:00)
that's cool. yeah it is pretty hard whenever i'm not so i either have my ipod with me or whenever i'm on the computer i listen to them a lot.
Posted by EMO_LOVER14 on Jan 8, 2007 6:30 AM (GMT-04:00)
HEY WATS UP UR REALLY KOOL TO TALK TO Bríet U SEEM LIKE A NICE GURL TO TALK UR RALLY FUNNY TOO U MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN WE TALK TO EACH OTHER c/b TTYL BYE
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 8, 2007 5:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
SORRY FOR THE EXTREMELY LONG COMMENT BELOW. I KNOW HOW YOU SAID NOT TO BE WORRIED ABOUT THAT,BUT ITS REALLY LONG AND I FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT.WELL CB LOVE YA:)
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 8, 2007 5:27 AM (GMT-04:00)
OMGOODNES I LOVE SILVER AND COLD JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE THE VID.!!!DO YOU LIKE THE SONG "THE DAYS OF THE PHOENIX"?OH DON'T WORRY NO CAN PULL ME ANY FURTHER DOWN IN THE DUMPS THAN I ALREADY AM.I'M NOT TRYING TO SIZE YOU UP IN WHOSE MORE SUICIDAL,BUT I AM EVEN MORE SCREWED UP IN THE HEAD THAN YOU. I MEAN EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER ATTEMPTED SUICIDE I THINK ABOUT IT EVERDAY I MEAN I WAS CLOSE TO DOING IT,BUT AFI HELPED ME,AND I THINK OF HOW MAD GOD AND JESUS WOULD ME BAT ME. ITS BECAUSE I'VE NEVER REALLY HAD ANY FRIENDS. I STILL DON'T. I MEAN THIS WHOLE X-MAS BREAK WAS SPENT ON BEING AT HOME.I AM SOCIALLY ENEPT. I MEAN I GET SO NERVOUSE TO TALK TO ANYBODY IN PERSON. I MEAN ITS EASY TO TALK TO YALL ON A COMP,BUT I MEAN IF I WERE TO KNOW YOU IN PERSON I WOULD HAVE NEVER SHARED MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS WITH YOU BECAUSE I WOULD BE SO WORRIED OF WHAT YOU THINK OF ME. I WAS MOLESTED WHEN I WAS 13 AND MY MOM MADE ME FEEL IT WAS MY FAULT. SINCE THN SHE HASN'T LOVED ME LIKE SHE USED TO. I'M SCARED OF HER TO DEATH AND I'M NOT LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST LIKE EVERY TEENAGER WOULD. I MEAN IF SOMEONE WERE TO ASK ME TO RUN AWAY WITHTHEM I PROBABLLY WOULD BECAUSE I AM IN THIS HELL HOLE EVERY DAY OF EVERY WEEK.AND BY HELL HOLE I MEAN MY HOUSE AND ROSWELL,NM. MY SIS. REALLY HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE FOR ME LIKE YOU OR ANYONE ELSE ON THIS SITE. ONE OF THEM JUST ACTS LIKE I DON'T EXIST. SOMETIMES WE TALK BUT SHE HAS NEVER ONCE ASKED ME TO HANG OUT WITH HER,AND THE OTHER ONE IS JUST SICK OF ME TO DEATH. SHE NEVER WANTS TO BE AROUND ME,SHE ALWAYS MEAN TO ME,AND THE ONLY TIME SHE ASKS ME TO GO ANYWHERE WITH HER IS WHEN MY MOM WON'T LET HER GO WITHOUT ME.I STILL DON'T GO WITH HER THOUGH BECAUSE I FEEL SHE IS JUS USING ME. I MEAN COULD YOU IMAGINE HAVING AN EMPTY LIFE LIKE MINE. THE ONLY ONE OF MY SIBLINGS THAT LIKES ME IS MY LITTLE BROTHER AND HE'S ONLY 12 YEARS OLD SO YOU KNOW I REALLY DON'T HANG OUT WITH HIM OUTSIDE OF OUR HOUSE. MY MOM HAS NEVER ONCE GIVEN ME A COMPLIMENT,AND JUST THE OTHER DAY MY SIS. TOLD ME THAT MY MOM HAD TOLD HER THAT SHE IS BEUTIFUL AND SO IS MY OTHER SIS.IT MADE ME WANT TO DIE RIGHT THEN AND THERE.SHE NEVER TELLS ME THAT,AND SHE NEVER WILL.NOW SHE USES MY DOG AS AN EXCUSE TO MAKE ME MISSERABLE.SHE TOLD ME THAT BECAUSE MY "DOG" MAKES HER MISERABLE SHE IS GOING TO MAKE ME MISSERABLE.HOW LOW IS THAT (RETORICAL QUESTION). SHE USES ME AS A SLAVE TOO,BUT NOT JUST ME MY SIS. AND MY BROTHER TOO. SHE NEVER DOES ANYTHING HERSELF UNLESS SHE HAS TO USE THE RESTROOM AND COOK. AND SHE EVEN USES THAT AS AN EXCUSE FOR WHY SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING.AND SHE ALWAYS PUTS ME DOWN. ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME IS BECAUSE OF HOW SHE MAKES ME FEEL. I MEAN GUYS WONT EVEN LOOK AT ME OR TALK TO ME. I FEEL I'M JUST UGLY. I ABSOLUTALY HAVE NO ONE EXCEPT AFI AND YOU GUYS. SORRY FOR MY SOB STORY BUT I FELT COMFTORBAL TELLING YOU MY PROBLEMS.IT FEELS GOOD TO LET IT OUT FOR ONCE.I MEAN LIKE I SAID ITS EASY TO TELL PEOPLE YOUR FEELINGS ON A COMP. KNOWING THEY REALLY WONT JUDGE YOU.ALL THIS IS WHY I WANT TO DIE,AND WHY I MADE IT A GOAL TO MEET AFI AND GO TO ONE OF THEIR SHOWS.IT JUST GIVES ME A PURPOSE IN LIFE.OH AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION I WRITE IN CAPS. BECAUSE ITS HARD FOR ME TO SWEE WHAT I'M WRITING IN LOVER CASE. I MEAN WHEN I READ ALL THE COMMENTS PEOPLE LEAVE ME ITS HARD(I WEAR GLASSES) YES I'M A GEEK.LOL. WELL CB :) LOVE YA. OH AND SORRY FOR WRITING YOU MY SOB STORY.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 8, 2007 5:09 AM (GMT-04:00)
Yeah AFI is most definatly without a doubt the best thing in the world!!! but occasionally i'll listen to my chemical romance, 30 seconds to mars, head automatica, the used, death cab, and others but nothing comes within a lightyear of AFI!! i hate living here!! i have been unable to go to a concert because of my inconvenient location!! i take that u r a new fan w/ DU..? well unfortunaly i am as well which really really makes me depressed (and i am generally and extremly happy person) because there is so much i missed out on cuz my age i was born when afi was first started so naturally i was unable to even hear them until much later in my life. but i am doing everything i can to reach the knowlege the ancient fans, my parents wont let me join DF so i am mad at that i have to wiat till i'm 18 so that sucks but i really want to be a hxc AFI fan like none other, they have done so much for me, i was a completely different person before afi, i was shy, not confident at all.. so yeah AFI made me promise myself (i know i sound pschytzo but w/e lol i'm not) never ever to do drugs or drink or anything and i never will as long as i live! Sorry agian for the freaking long message!! i know i'm a dork but yeah.. sorry
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 8, 2007 4:08 AM (GMT-04:00)
THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING WHERE I'M COMING FROM. I MEAN WHEN I SAID THEY HELPED THROUGHMY HARD TIMES AND KEPT ME FROM KILLING MYSELF IT WAS BECAUSE THEIR MUSIC TOUCHES ME DRAMATICALLY,AND I MAD IT A GOAL TO MEET THEM AND GO TO ONE OF THEIR SHOWS AND THAT IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING. AND THEIR MUSIC AND THE WORDS ARE SO MEANINGFULL AND THEY HELP ME GET THROGHOUT THE DAY. WELL CB :) LOVE YA
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 8, 2007 3:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH I EAN COMPARED TO THE 15 YEARS THEY'VE BEEN AROUND I REALLY COULDN'T HAVE KNOW THEM TOO LONGBUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE KNOW FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS. I MEAN HERE IN ROSWELL GROWING UP MY SIS. ALWAYS LISTENED TO THE SAM OLD THING AND THEY STILL DO. I LIKE ROCK GROWING UP BUT I DIDN'T FULLY UNDERSTAND IT.THEN AS A FEW YEARS PASSED I BEGAN TO LOVE IT,BUT I WAS SCARED TO ADMIT TO PEOPLE BECAUSE HERE THERE JUDGEMENTAL. BUT JUST A FEW YEARS AGO I ACTUALLY BECAME COMFTORBAL ABOUT IT,AND PEOPLE WERENT AS JUDGEMENTAL ABOUT IT AS I THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE. SO NOW AFTER BEING COMFTORBAL ABOUT IT I HAVE A NEW LOVE FOR AFI. I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE COMFTORBAL ABOUT IT SOONER. ALTHOUGH I STILL WOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THEM BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE AND REALLY NEVER HAVE HAD FRIENDS TO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAVE EVEN HEARD OF THEM. IT WASN'T UNTILL I HEARD MISS MURDER THAT I KNEW OF THEM. I MEAN AFTER I HEARD THAT SONG I FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM AND THEIR MUSIC. SO YEAH EVERY TIME I WRITE OR TALK ABOUT THAT FACT THAT I HAVEN'T KNOW ABOUT THEM FOR SO LONG I SERIOUSLY WANTO TO CRY,BUT I DON'T WANT PEOPLE JUDGING ME ABOUT IT SO I DON'T CRY I HAVE TO KEEP IT IN. WELL CB :) LOVE YA PS. SORRY AGAIN FOR THE LONG COMMENT.
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 8, 2007 3:29 AM (GMT-04:00)
I'm in 10th too!! and i was born in '91 as well. Woah iceland!! awesome!! I live in freaking Texas!! that suck hxc about skool, 6 hrs gross i start in 10.5hrs and i am NOT looking forward to it. what other kind of music r u into?
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 8, 2007 2:56 AM (GMT-04:00)
whats FTW? did you know that davey broke up with his girlfriend!?
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 8, 2007 12:31 AM (GMT-04:00)
i'm good exept i am wishing i didnt have to go to school tomorrow! its going to be death!! yeah jade and davey are hotties!! have u started school yet.. what grade r u in?
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 8, 2007 12:01 AM (GMT-04:00)
ya i wish everyone was as great as him and all the guys looked like him. thats a perfect world
Posted by SaraPuget on Jan 7, 2007 10:44 PM (GMT-04:00)
hey i just wanted to say i loved ur pic, i have that poster well of the whole band, but that on my wall in my room! its amazign!! well how r u?
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 7, 2007 9:35 PM (GMT-04:00)
false lies.ya, i think davey helped me realize how bad drugs and drinking are for you. not that i ever did them!, but just taught me never to do them..or smoke.
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 8:40 PM (GMT-04:00)
i would wear it to school for a day and then get it made into a shirt at the mall at one of those shirt places and then take it and frame it on my wall.
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 8:22 PM (GMT-04:00)
k! let's hope they write back! if they wrote back to me i would tape it to my shirt and wear it to school! that would be funny! GO AFI!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by i_heart_hardcore_punkNo2 on Jan 7, 2007 7:40 PM (GMT-04:00)
THATS the city i did my report on!! i couldnt remember the name! ha scool really helps (sarcasm).... school starts again on tuesday. i have to do a 13 paragraph essay, learn 6 new rudaments for my drums, and finish some algebra!!! haha oh well. omg the other day i was really hyper and was running around and i stepped on a tack!!! it actually was really really funny for some reason. i was laughing and my dog sally came up and started whining and licking me! ha it was gross. so c/b! --CXB--
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 7, 2007 6:58 PM (GMT-04:00)
thanx man!it was fun. she also started saying things like "my friend told me that davey is taking estrogen to make his voice higher" wtf! i don't even think she has friends. but then i informed her that davey is straight edge meaning that he would never do drugs. and she said he was taking it to make his screaming voice higher. k little girl, the point of "scremoish music" is not to have a little high voice like a girl
Posted by i_heart_hardcore_punkNo2 on Jan 7, 2007 5:36 PM (GMT-04:00)
haha i know how you feel AFI never comes too indiana!! ok, they did once but that would be a whole day of driving lol!! i would be playing AFI cds the whole way there if i went!!! lol c/b!!! --CXB--
Posted by obsesionmuch on Jan 7, 2007 5:07 PM (GMT-04:00)
yeah i know what you mean i juat say save your labels for the soup cans lol thats so wiered lol so wats up
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 5:06 PM (GMT-04:00)
ur welcome1 currently i am working on a letter to them telling them about how their music changed my life but it sounds to fan-girlish so i gotta change it a little they may even write back!if you do write to them and they write back you gotta tell me what the letter from them says. and i'll do the same if i write and get a reply. :) ~Trixie~
Posted by pixieXdust on Jan 7, 2007 5:01 PM (GMT-04:00)
oh i did kick her ass! well, virtually speaking. i don't tink i could ever like punch somenoe. well, that owas last semester so i don't see her anymore! but i told her that they "saved my life" which in some ways they did but i was never going to kill myself, and then she almost started crying and she kept aplogizing to me. so, I WIN!
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 3:20 PM (GMT-04:00)
don't cry! i can't stand crying ppl(which is funny because i cry a lot) lol buti dunno...joining the DF is a choice but i dunno because like, you can talk to AFI on the internet and and u can ask them questions but i dunno...it's up to u. and BELIEVE!! lol .i sound like a guidance countseler or somethin'. oh, and i've only been to see them once and i don't have their autograph!...i wish i did! the shirt is awesome! *not to rub it in!i'm not trying to be rude!!* OMG!!! i ust remembered thati have the address to write to AFI!!! here, hold on for one second and i'll go get it!!!brb! ok...here goes....PO Box4522 Berkeley,CA 94704, send self addressed,stamped envelope for reply! i dunno if it works but it's worth a try!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 8:32 AM (GMT-04:00)
SORRY FOR THE LONG COMENT BELOW,BUT PLEASE READ ALL OF IT. THANK YOU :)
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 8:29 AM (GMT-04:00)
I JUST WROTE THAT JUST IN CASE YOU DID GET MAD ABOUT IT. I REALLY DON'T LIKE TO START FIGHTS WITH PEOPLE.IT TAKES ME A WHILE TO LOOSE IT THOUGH.(WHEN I'M MAD OR FEDD UP WITH SOMEONE). OH AND YEAH I FEEL THE SAME WAY WHEN YOU WROTE THAT THIS IS THE ONLY BAND THAT YOU'VE KNOWN THAT ACTUALLY GETS TO PEOPLE ON ANOTHER LEVEL TTHEY CAN'T REALLY EXPLAIN.WITH ME ITS A FEELING OF SOMEWHAT A JOY TO MY LIFE THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE. TO ME I FEEL THIS SENSE OF PEACE AND SAFENESS EVEN WHEN I JUST LOOK AT A PIC. OF THEM. IT REALLY MAKES ME WANT TO CRY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T KNOWN THEM FOR VERY LONG. I MEAN COMPARED TO THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE KNOW THEM SINCE THE BEGINNING I FEEL ASHAMED. I SERIOUSLY WISH TO THAT I WOULD OF KNOWN THEM FROM THE BEGINNING. I MEAN WHEN I SEE A SLIDE SHOW OR EVEN AN INTERVIEW OR ANYTHING HAVING TO DO WITH AFI I WANT TO CRY. ITS LIKE I WAISTED MY TIME ON THESE LAME BANDS WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN ROCKING OUT TO AFI,AND THEN I WOULD HAVE HAD ROME TO GLOTE ABOUT THE FACT THAT I KNEW AFI FOR YEARS,BUT I DON'T.MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS I CAN BUT UNTILL THEN I CAN'T.IT MAKES ME SADD WHEN I HEAR THEM SAY THAT THEY WANT TO THANK THE FANS THAT HAVE STUCK WITH THEM FROM THE BEGINNING,BUT THEN THEY SAY AND TO THE FANS WITH US NOW AND IN THE FUTER. THESE ARE SOME OF MY FEELINGS TOWARDS THEM. I MEAN LIKE I WROTE YOU WORDS REALLY CAN'T EXPRESS THE LOVE I HAVE FOR THEIR MUSIC AND THEM PERSONALLY. WELL CB :) OH AND HEY NOW THAT I'VE SHARED MY DEEP FEELINGS ABOUT MYSELF WITH YOU I CAN WRITE WHAT I WRITE TO EVERYONE ELSE THAT I SHARE MY DEEP FELLINGS WITH,OR TO WHO EVER I'VE WRITTEN TO FOR A LONG TIME. WELL HERE IT GOES.OH AND I'M NOT A LESBIAN(NOT THAT I THINK ITS WRONG TO BE GAY)WELL CB :) "LOVE YA"
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 5:29 AM (GMT-04:00)
THANKS FOR NOT GETTING MAD. YOUR RIGHT BEING STOOD CORRECTED IS A GREAT THING.YEAH DAVEY WENT TO A CATHOLIC SCHOOL AND HE WAS IN THE CHOIR.SO YEAH THEIR SONGS ARE LIKE POEMS FOR THE BROKEN.THEY GET TO ME ON A LEVEL THAT NO ONE ELSE BUT ME CAN UNDERSTAND. OH AND ABOUT THE CHURCH OF HAVOK I HEARD FROM SOMEONE THAT IT IS STILL GOING STRONG.I DON'T KNOW FOR SURE. I THINK AFTER THIS I AM GOING TO CHECK IT OUT. WELL CB :) AGAIN THANKS FOR NOT GETTING MAD.
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 5:08 AM (GMT-04:00)
I THINK VEGAN IS A VEGITARIAN,BUT I ALSO THINK IT MEANS THAT HE EATS ALOT OF ORGANIC FOODS TOO. OH AND YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS AFI ARE KIND OF LIKE MINE,EXCEPT MY FEELINGS ARE A LITTLE BIT MORE DEEPER. OH AND I'M NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE OR PUT YOU ON THE SPOT OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT,BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT DAVEY AND JADE ARE ACTUALLY POSOTIVE PEOPLE. DAVEY JUST WRITES ABOUT HOW HE FEELS THAT DAY OR HE WRITES SONGS TO RELATE TO AFI FANS AND SO THAT HIS FANS CAN RELATE TO AFI.BUT ANYWAYS I ACTUALLY HAVE LOVE FOR ALL THE BOYS IN AFI. I MEAN WITHOUT HUNTER AND ADAM AFI WOULDN'T EVEN STILL BE GOING ON. I AM EVEN GOING TO JOIN A SITE CALLED THE CHURCH OF HAVOK. I ALSO WANT TO JOIN THE DESPAIR FACTION,BUT ITS LIKE 30 SOMETHING BUCKS. OH WELL WHEN I GET A JOB I'LL JOIN. AND I WONT EVEN NEED MY MOMS PERMISSION BECAUSE IT WILL BE MY MONEY. WELL CB :) PS. I REALLY AM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE. :)
Posted by i_heart_hardcore_punkNo2 on Jan 7, 2007 4:42 AM (GMT-04:00)
you live in iceland?? that is soo awesome i did a report on iceland like 3 weeks ago..... hmmmmm...... --CXB--
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 7, 2007 4:21 AM (GMT-04:00)
Cool.kay oi added you.C:IM Miss_Murdere.
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 2:52 AM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH THEIR SOUND IS SOMETHING BETTER THAN LIFE ITSELF.WITHOUT THEIR MUSIC I PROBABLLY WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF BY NOW. I MEAN WORDS CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR THEIR MUSIC AND THEM PERSONALLY. I MEAN THERE LOOK ISN'T SO PEOPLE WILL NOTICE THEM OR LABEL THEM LIKE OTHER BANDS DO. THEY DRESS HOW THEY FEEL AND WHAT THEY FEEL. WELL CB :) PS. WHAT ARE YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS AFI? :)
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 2:26 AM (GMT-04:00)
the DF is the Despair Faction... the fan club for AFi members (costs 36 bucks!) and when your in the DF you get to go to the meet and greets and see AFI b4 the shows andget advace tickets and special deals on tickets and lots of cool stuff.......fun...you can join too! anyone in the world can join! if your interested go to www.despairfaction.com: it's awesome! there is a special store that only DF members can buy stuff from and i'm so getting this one shirt that has davey on it and on the back it says 'i met my love before i was born" like from Love Like Winter! :)
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 1:47 AM (GMT-04:00)
no, sorry, i don't think AFI will ever go to Iceland.........i just joined the DF!! yay!! been waiting 4ever!!!!!(needed money!!)
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 7, 2007 12:54 AM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. I REALLY CAN'T TALK ABOUT THEM HERE. THE ONLY TIME I CAN TALK ABOUT THEM IS ON THIS SITE. THANK GOD FOR THIS SITE. OH AND YEAH I SAW AN INTERVIEW WITH JADE AND DAVEY,AND THEY SAID THEY DON'T LIKE BEING LABLED OR SEEN AS EMO. THEY SAID THAT PEOPLE USUALLY JUDGE THEM BY THE WAY THAT THEY LOOK AND THEY WISH THEY WOULD LISTEN TO THE MUSIC RATHER THAN LIKE THEM ON THEIR APPEARANCE. ALTHOUGH THEY APPRECIATE THAT PEOPLE USUALLY LIKE THIER APPEARANCE. I WISH I COULD MEET ALL OF THEM IN PERSON. EVEN SMITH. I ACTUALLY DON'T LABEL MYSELF. I LET PEOPLE DO IT FOR ME. WHEN THEY ASK ME IF I'M GOTH OR EMO I JUST SAY "SURE WHY NOT." LOL WELL CB :)
Posted by emmasgirl7 on Jan 7, 2007 12:15 AM (GMT-04:00)
hi! i'm saying hi to everybody 'cause i'm super bored! how are you? you live in iceland!?
Posted by obsesionmuch on Jan 6, 2007 10:09 PM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH SOME OF MY FRIENDS CALL ME EMO FOR LOVING AFI BUT I AM NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL GRR THOSE STUPID HEADS
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 6, 2007 9:44 PM (GMT-04:00)
Cool.c:Im just listening to music.and such,do you have msn messenger.?
Posted by obsesionmuch on Jan 6, 2007 2:36 PM (GMT-04:00)
yeah iso luv davey my friend is inlove with jade!
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 6, 2007 8:30 AM (GMT-04:00)
YEAH I HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN WATCHING THEM ON YOU TUBE LIKE ALOT. EVEN OF SMITH PUGET THEIR TOUR MANAGER.HE'S JADES OLDER BROTHER. HE'S HILARIOUS. YOU SHOULD LOOK HIM UP ON YOU TUBE. OH AND YEAH I ACTUALLY FEEL HORRIBLE FOR NOT KNOWING THEM A LONG TIME. I'VE ONLY KNOW ABOUT THEM SINCE MAY, AND COMPARED TO THE 12 YEARS THEY'VE BEEN AROUND THATS NOTHING. ALTHOUGH I HAVE AN EXCUSE. I REALLY DON'T HAVE FREINDS AND I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET UNTILL A FEW DAYS AGO. SO WITH NO FREINDS I REALLY DIDN'T HAVE ANY TYPE OF CONNECTION TO AFI OR ANY WAY OF HEARNING THEM. IMEAN MY SIS'S ONLY LISTEN TO HIP HOP R&B AND POP,SO YEAH. I DO REALLY WISH I WOULD OF KNOWN ABOUT THEM LONGER.I ACTUALLY CAME ACCROSS THIS SITE AT SCHOOL AND WAS ONLY ABLE TO GET ON HERE AT SCHOOL UNTILL NOW.WELL CB :)
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 6, 2007 3:44 AM (GMT-04:00)
Thanks .What are you up to.?im bored.C:
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 5, 2007 11:39 PM (GMT-04:00)
YOUR WELCOME. I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN MY WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM NOW. EVER SINCE I HEARD MISS MURDER IN MAYOF '06 I WAS HOOKED. NOW I KNOW A WHOLE LOT MORE ABOUT THEM AND THEIR PAST.I ALSO THINK ALL THE MEMBERS OF AFI ARE HOT. YUP I MEAN HUNTER AND ADAM TOO. SO HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN AFI? WELL CB :)
Posted by miss_murderer619 on Jan 5, 2007 9:09 PM (GMT-04:00)
Hi!!!!!!!!!!.XD
Posted by obsesionmuch on Jan 5, 2007 8:17 PM (GMT-04:00)
hey i really love your pic lol
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 4, 2007 10:28 PM (GMT-04:00)
SURE I'LL TELL YOOU WHAT IT IS BUT REMEMBER IT MIGHT NOT WORK BECAUSE IT IS AN OLDER CD. WRITE TO AFI AT: P.O. BOX 4522 BERKELEY, CA 94704 SEND SELF-ADDRESSED, STAMPED ENVELOPE FOR REPLY. HOPE IT WORKS FOR YA. I THINK I'LL TRY IT TOO. MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND THEM NOW!WELL CB :)
Posted by QUEEN_AFIFAN on Jan 4, 2007 5:26 PM (GMT-04:00)
SORRY FOR THE RANDOM COMMENT,BUT I KNOW WHERE YOU CAN SEND SOME FAN MAIL. NOT BY COMP. THOUGH. ALTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW IF THIS ADDRESS WILL WORK BECAUSE I GOT IT FROM THE CD " THE ART OF DROWNING". IF YOU WANT IT JUST CB. WELL YEAH CB.:)
Posted by afi_lover_till_the_endxX on Jan 2, 2007 2:55 PM (GMT-04:00)
yeah i just decided to get a profile pic..and i registered for a pro. pic on the 27th so thats probably while mine is taking a little long. Well glad to know that people around the world love AFI..laters
Posted by Moritz on Jan 1, 2007 10:46 PM (GMT-04:00)
Okay thankz for the info =) And yea I come from the land of the ice and the snow ;) Hehe Led zepplin - Immigrant song hehe =) But that's not good to live here cause I don't think that A.F.I will ever come here on tour =/ But thankz 4 the comments ;P
Posted by afi_lover_till_the_endxX on Dec 29, 2006 9:30 PM (GMT-04:00)
The interview was on Mania TV a internet station..it will be airing again through out the day if you want to try to see it..just go Maniatv.com and then it should be on the schedule..hope you can see it! A.F.I =LIFE.. ::xrhix::
Posted by Decemberundergroundfan on Dec 28, 2006 3:21 AM (GMT-04:00)
u live in Iceland, how interesting and cool! =] i live in Canada ^^