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I Need Love

Settle down love, for a minute ;]
I wanna take you by the hand..
And hold you.
I've waited so many nights..
To see you
And I wanna take out all my problems on you

I can do better than make love to you
Better than make you say my name
Please, please, please..
Oh dont you make me have to beg
I need love love love love love
Cause I need love love love love love

Angel, won't you slow down
Seems like youre always packing and unpacking again
And I now that the hardest thing is to please you
You would bring most men to their knees

I can do better than make love to you
Better than make you scream my name
Please, please, please...
Ohh dont you make me have to beg
Cause I need love love love love love
I need love love love love

No man can do better, like make love to you
I'll do anything to make you scream my name...
please, please, please baby
I promise I won't make you have to beg

Cause you need, love, love, love, love

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She doesn’t need a title.

(Something I wrote for my mother)

Everything I’d hope to imagine, she is God in my eyes
Nurtured me, endless days felt like cheery blue skies
Every thought corresponding, flow heavy on this paper
Hoping some can understand the thoughts of my nature (my mother)
How I came to be, how I am today
Not built from a man but from a mother, per say.
It takes two to make a child but she built this gift
Made me into a man thoroughly, an everlasting gift
With no added substances of abuse and temper
Even though I get tempted to let loose my anger

Nourish me through sick days, that soup calmed my soul
Watched Lifetime shows daily, that shit never got old
Or that time I needed to vent and she gave me my space
Made a plate for me still, when I cursed I’d be home late
I regret leaving her there, wondering if I’d come back
These features of my dad-- stilled in her mind counteract
I held my mother hard, till she couldn’t be held no more
I’m sorry for every time I left you there leaving you torn

I gave her hell and some more-- but my mother never doubted me
Or when doctors said I had Autism, my mother put up a fight for me
“He has communicated disorders” they said “He has intellectual impairment”
To them-- Carmine was stupid, they said I’ll never comprehend shit
But that didn’t stop my mother, she was determined with me
Made sure I went to school, put new sneakers on my feet
Not that I wanted them, my mom just wanted me to fit in
She wasn’t going to see her son pressured by new set trends

I can’t stop writing about her, I could keep going on about this woman
One of these days my children will have a mother just like this woman
Working three jobs to pay for a new house
On that hot day our landlord kicked us out
My mother held it down and moved us in this new house
And she never ran for a man or looked for a new spouse
Her kids were her priority, she was the authority..
(She’s amazing.) Even when others see her as an minority
Until my last breath, fuck that-- for an eternity..
I love this woman, never put another before thee

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Me

Raised from the bottom up
Felt like the streets have spawn me
My moms warned me..
"You'll be dead by your teens young man"
Yeah right..
I got my head right
Picked up this thing, right?
I was 10 like..
Fuck those safety wheels and my kid trike
Hooked to something new
Something nerdy in my hood
4 wheels and one board
Another "white boy" in my hood
But It was me
I was it
And it was "us"
I looked past the fake friends
and the women who lust
So I skated off, head to sky, another day to die
My dad died so there was no father figure to decided.. my fate
I rather skate off the feeling of hate
Hate for the world--
Felt like pain was my fate
But I've learned now
Improved now.. make my pops proud
The son who was once lost
But by God's will to be found
So take a look at yourself and say "I'm better than this"
Your life is more important than what people say, dislike or "diss"

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